gentle stares, cold shoulder

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when i stopped hearing your voice,
it left a huge wound in my heart,
when i stopped seeing your smile,
i realized my own hands ruined my art,
when i stopped seeing you,
and you stopped talking to me,
was it to give me space,
or are you setting me free?
because the lesser i see you,
the more it felt like i was given the cold shoulder,
i'm overcomplicating and overthinking the situation,
and i'm starting to feel sorry for being a bother,
the whole situation became out of hand,
and you are starting to slip away,
i feel absolutely shit about myself,
that i can't bring myself to stay,
the fact that you are fine
with me not being around,
says a lot of what i actually am,
you are starting to slip from my reach,
because of your blood on my hands.

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