my shadows swallow me
                              in the night when I'm alone,
                              with the moon hiding away
                              like a candle blown out,
                              and its darkness tears at me,
                              and I can't find my ink
                              in this suffocating silence
                              and the pitch dark dark dark
                              whispering against my mind,
                              "let me in let me in let me in"
                              and my hand shakes for the pen
                              to let this flow out 
                              in a tsunami of words and colors
                              of  prose and shadows,
                              but I can't bring myself
                              to immortalize my fears 
                              on the page,
                              so I can only give my tears
                              to sink into the beige
                              in place of my ink,
                              and the shadows stir my secrets,
                              giving me nightmares
                              and tauntings
                              in exchange for my words
                              I'm wordless
                              
                                      
                                          
                                   
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