He's My Girl

55

Chapter Fifty Five
Threatened

Addison's POV:

Nung una ko palang siya nakita, iba na ang ramdam ko sakanya. I get the same vibes with the River who woke up from his first coma. I've been trying to observe everything about her.

Pareho lang.

The way she moves, her smile, her laugh, how she talks and the way she reacts to everything. Everything just remind me to that person I loved before.

Nung una parang nakapaimpossible sa akin ang ganon. It just doesn't make sense not until I met her in that room singing while playing her guitar.

Almost five years.

Almost five years kong pinagisipan ang bagay na to kaya ko rin binabalik balikan ang dating room niya sa Rivas Mansion. I tried bonding with River too to see the difference between them. I also tried kissing him to feel if there will be any difference... and it feels off--- like it doesn't feel right.

I've been in love with River since I was young. I keep admiring him even though he ruined my eighteenth birthday--- after that I act like he doesn't matter in my life anymore kahit deep inside gustong gusto ko parin siya until he got into an accident.

Minsan tinatanong ko pa ang sarili ko. Sino nga ba ang minahal ko sakanilang dalawa? Was it River whom I secretly admired since we were young? Or the person who pretended like River but showed a different side of River--- her real self?

Akala ko dahil sa amnesia niya kaya iba siya gumalaw pero hindi... he really changed a lot like into a complete different person. Ang dami niyang talents and he can easily perfect his exam. He became good in arguments kaya naiinis ako tuwing natatalo niya ako.

Ibang iba siya sa River na nakilala ko.

Akala ko binago niya lang sarili niya kaya ginagawa niya ang lahat ng yun hanggang umamin sa amin si Ceci at River ang nangyari.

Gusto ko sanang malaman kung na saan si Maxi na sinasabi nila but Ceci is so overprotective to her bestfriend and she keep bitching on me. I don't even know why? For the past five years she treated me like a shit.

Everything she does just remind me of that person. The hair tie. How observant she was. The peeling of shrimp and she's not into sea food too. It's like I have a puzzle that I keep trying to solve for five years and she suddenly showed up--- she's that one piece that completes everything.

Nasa dining table kami ng Rivas Mansion when her phone rang. And then I heard Sae's name.

How the hell did they know each other? My curiosity strikes kaya sinundan ko siya kung saan siya pumunta at pinakinggan ang usapan nila.

I don't know if I'm just being in denial or really crazy.

This shit is so frustrating to me.

I can't.

And why is she acting like she doesn't know me? Did she lose her memory or something? She knows Sae. Nung nagising din naman si River ulit, kilala niya kami eh. Alam pa nga niya ang nangyari nung nagkasoul switch shit silang dalawa eh.

Is she playing games with me?

"Are you angry at me?" I know I don't have the right to asked those questions after hurting her. Kasalanan ko naman iyon pero ang sakit din pala. It hurts when the one you love acts like she doesn't know you.

"Do you like her now?" tanong ko sakanya at litong lito siyang tumingin sa akin. Magmula una, kay Sae naman talaga siya eh. Umepal lang ako pero... pero ang sakit lang.