Desire ; Remus Lupin

𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑃𝑇𝐸𝑅 8

- SECRECY

sana's pov 

I walked into the common room, still replaying the memory of our kiss in my head. Holy fuck I was down bad. Not just that, but apparently he felt it as well? I don't know how it was supposed to work out but I know it will. 

I swung open the door to my dorm, with a huge smile on my face. I ignored the stares I was getting from the girls and sat down on my bed. I let out a huge sigh.

"Who'd you shag?" Ginny asked out of nowhere.

"What the fuck Ginny I shagged no one its just a good day." I rolled my eyes. I wish.

"Oh yeah? And why's that?" Hermione chimed in. Resting her chin over her hands. Both of them visually torturing me for answers.

"No reason, its sunny outside. Have you noticed?" I tried to change the subject by pointing at the window. Hermione scoffed at my ignorance. Ginny let out a huff.

"Now don't you change the subject Sana White." Madi rose from her seat and joined the conversation. Great another one. I probably shouldn't tell them, even though I trust them. I just need an excuse because they aren't letting go of this one.

"Merlin okay fine I kissed lup- pansy." I almost said the wrong name. I chuckled to myself. Hermione slapped a hand over her mouth. "No way!" She exclaimed. I fake smiled, I'd be fucked if they go to Pansy about this.

Remus did say 'catch you later' when he left, which means I could go talk to him right? It's not like he didn't makeup with me in the middle of a quidditch pitch. Fuck okay I'll go in the afternoon. 

"Sana? We asked you a question." Ginny said as she waved a hand over my face. I flinched. 

"Oh right sorry I was a bit distracted." I brushed the back of my neck.  A slight smirk appeared in Madi's face. I eyed her.

"What?" I asked spontaneously. She said nothing, only giggled. Then she whispered something to Hermione. Hermione whispered what appeared to be the same thing to Ginny. She gasped. Now I'm confused as shit. 

"Sana darling, are you sure you kissed Pansy? We were seated next to her." I was speechless. Shit, I sighed and exited the dorm. I'm not really good at confrontation. And again, I'm not sure if I'm supposed to tell my friends about it.

I plopped down onto the couch in the common room. I sighed once more. I looked over to see Hermione taking a seat next to me. She picked up my feet and rested them on her lap. I grinned at her direction. 

"We were just messing with you Sana, you don't have to tell us who you kissed." I nodded. Then I switched positions, my head was now resting on her lap. She stroked my hair as I fell asleep on her lap. 

*** 

"Hermione I- what time is it? You should have woken me u-" I started

"Shush it will you? It's only four o'clock" I sighed with relief. Oh wait never mind, I got up from the sofa and rushed inside the dorm room. Hermione looked surprised. I needed to see Remus again. I fixed my hair and applied a small amount of makeup. Stupid of me to be dressing up for a boy.

"Who are you dressing up for?" Ginny asked.

"Ginny I swear I'll tell you later but I have to go, bye." I didn't give her a chance to say bye back as I was already rushing out of the common room. Jesus christ relax. I took a deep breath and walked on. Feeling much calmer.

I walked by his classroom, peaking outside the window. It appears he was having a conversation. Snape caught my eye, then mumbled something to Lupin. I'm assuming he informed him of my presence. Remus then faced my way.