Desire ; Remus Lupin

𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑃𝑇𝐸𝑅 9

- DANDELIONS

"What are you waiting for? You look beautiful, now go on. Lupin is waiting for you. Ew that does sound pretty gross coming from my mouth but you do you." Madi said. I had simple outfit on, I wasn't going to keep him waiting. I glanced at my friends. Hermione gave me an approving look. 

"Bitch just go, don't be a pussy." Ginny grew impatient. I laughed. She rolled her eyes. Madi nudged Ginny's shoulder with her elbow. 

"Okay seriously leave or I'll drag you out myself." Ginny threatened, in a more serious tone now. Hermione and I scoffed at the same time. 

"Fucking hell okay I'm leaving. Bye." I waved and walked out the door.

By the time I got to the quidditch field he was already there, just as he had mentioned. I walked over to him, shivering at the sensation of the wind against my skin. He pulled me into a warm embrace. We quickly let go, as we were still in presence of the castle. 

"Come, I'm taking you somewhere." He led me through the pitch, wishing I could hold his hand. The way his hair danced with the wind made him seem more beautiful than he already was. 

By now we were already far enough from the castle. His fingers then intertwined with mine, feeling his warm fingertips against mine made my heart melt. Remus then picked me up and placed me on his broom. He took a seat in front of me. 

I held onto his waist as we flew. I wasn't sure where we were going but it felt safe. I let out a few cheers, I've never been on a broom before. He looked back at me and smiled. A smile that reminded me of pure bliss. 

His broomstick lowered and made its way towards the ground. Then we landed on one of the prettiest fields I've ever seen. It wasn't much, it was a field of bright green grass and dandelions. It was simple yet so breathtaking. 

"What do you think of it?" He asked, and gently placed me on the ground. 

"How did you- when did- its beautiful." I struggled to come up with words. Speechless, was I speechless about the field? Yes, of course. But most importantly I was speechless about the man standing before me. 

"What is it about you?" I questioned. He didn't answer. Instead, he took my hand once more and guided me along the grass. Smiling and joking as we ran, I cut my leg on some rock. 

"Your leg, its bleeding." With just a flick of his wand a bandaid appeared mid air. 

"Wait don't put it on me." I took it and muttered a spell my mom taught me. His initials wrote themselves in the middle of the bandaid. R.L it read. Cocky? Yeah, very. He sent me a warm smile and placed the bandaid on my leg. 

We sat down, admiring the sky. I rested my head on his shoulder. Then it hit me, we weren't exactly a 'thing' yet. 

"Remus?" I looked over to him.

"Yes love?" He stroked my hair softly. 

"What am I to you?" 

"Mine." 

I couldn't help but smile. His possessiveness was so attractive, unexpected and somehow comforting. I guess I have my answer now. 

I took his hand and pulled us both backwards. We were now lying down in the middle of nowhere. Crazy how someone could fall so hard for someone this fast. The sun started to set upon us. We faced each other. His hand rest on my cheek, mine on my stomach. 

He sat up and placed my head on his lap. I closed my eyes in his safe and calming presence. He placed a soft kiss on my forehead. I opened my eyes and leaned up, then pulled him into a proper kiss. I sat up, allowing him to pull me closer to him. 

He pulled away and wrapped one hand around my waist. His other hand picked up three dandelions. One of them he placed on my hair, the second one he tucked inside my jacket, and kept the third one. I smiled. 

I'm not a consistent person, I yearn for change because simple is boring right? No. Not right now. If things were to change id be as blue as ever. I'd stay like this forever, in between his arms. I'm aware looks are what drew me in, but his presence matters most. 

"Darling its getting late we should head back." He stroked my arm in a comforting manner. I pouted back to him. I didn't want to go. 

"Already?" He nodded and pulled me up. I followed him onto the broom. As we head back all I could do was lay onto his back. I know it would be hard to spend time with him in the castle, so I wanted to enjoy this feeling as much as I could. 

We landed and he placed me onto the grounds as gently as ever. He placed one last kiss on my cheek and walked into the castle. I waited a couple of moments to enter, I didn't want anyone to suspect anything. 

***

"So how was it?" Hermione asked. 

"How was what?" I replied, chewing on some food. 

"Don't be stupid, you never told us about your date yesterday." I choked on my food. We were in the middle of the grand hall. Luckily nobody heard her, the chatter was too loud. 

"Oops sorry, too loud?" She asked, full of embarrassment. I nodded and she laughed. 

A tall figure hovered behind me. I took a glance, Pansy. I stood up.

"Hi." I greeted her and smiled. She greeted me back just as kindly. We haven't talked in a while. She looked like something was bothering her. I wasn't sure what. 

"Are you okay Pansy? You seem, I don't know, hurt?" I questioned, stroking her right arm in reassurance. 

"Yeah I got some sad news from my family that's all, I actually looked for you because I have no one else to talk to. Sure, Malfoy and Zabini are great but not for this. Mind if I vent?" 

"I don't mind, can we talk after class? I have potions soon." She nodded and walked away. Strange, I hope she's okay. 

Then, familiar cold fingers tapped my shoulders. I looked behind me. My jaw dropped. No way in hell.

A/N: sorry for the short chapter but you'll get your smut very soon hehe.  Hope ur all doin okay I luv u. <3