Desire ; Remus Lupin

𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑃𝑇𝐸𝑅 24

- DECISIONS

- CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT ; SMUT WARNING - 

Sana's pov

My eyes flutter open, I take in all of my surroundings in a deep and long sigh. I never really paid attention to Remus' room. It was quite plain actually. 

He had a bunch of books scattered everywhere and two tall bookshelves. The man does love to read. 

Two mugs were left untouched on his desk, that and an unfinished letter. The quill laid horizontally across the letter. He must've forgotten to finish it, or perhaps he just hasn't sent it yet. 

Remus yawned and pulled me closer to him by my waist. I turned around to face him, he looked exhausted. 

"You up?" He spoke in a raspy morning voice. I payed attention to every detail on his face. His wavy hair hanged messily against his forehead, his sweatpants were just below his V line. Shit he was handsome. 

"Love quit the drooling, its too early for this. I know I'm hot and everything but its six in the morning." He chuckled, kissing the tip of my nose. 

"Oh humble yourself." I joked and ruffled his hair. "You have to stop doing that, I'm gonna look like a wild animal." He groaned, running a hand along his hair. 

I ruffled his hair once more, "Thats ironic." I teased, sending him into loud fits of laughter. "You've spent too much time with Sirius. That's something he would say. " I smiled, "He does have a way with his words, doesn't he?"

A sudden knock at the door startled us, causing me to jump off his arms and cover my half naked body with the duvet. 

"Remus, I'm not the best at uh the friend thing so- erm I guess I would like to know if you're feeling well? Would you require me to cover for you again?" 

Snape? 

I almost laughed. Remus had told me stories about Snape and his friends, but never had I imagined that Snape would actually become one of his friends. 

"Oh um Severus, yes that would be lovely, thank you." Remus called. 

"Very well, I brought some tea. May I come in?" 

Remus and I both looked at each other, panicking. He scratched his head.

"No!" He yelled, "I'm- um- naked. Yeah I'm naked. For the sake of your eyes don't come in." 

He's partially right about that. I traced the tip of my fingers along his bare stomach, I could feel the goosebumps on his skin and his struggle to not make any sounds or any sudden movements.

"I don't mind the idea of that." I whisper seductively into his ear. He clears his throat, "You can go now Snape, thank you again."

Remus sighed as he heard the footsteps fading. "You're absolutely cruel for that one you know?" 

"I know." I winked, "But I wasn't joking. You down for round two?" I teased, but I wasn't entirely joking. 

"You bet I am." He chuckled, pushing me down onto the bed, sending me and him both into loud laughter.

***

I dozed off as usual, thinking about what the future might hold for me. For us.

These thoughts barely ever cross my mind. When they do I brush it off and tell myself that its not up to me, and that I'll have to wait to see. 

But the school year is almost ending and things haven't really changed much. I'd love for them to change. I'd love for me and Remus to be considered a normal couple like any other. I'd love to go out with him without the fear of anyone seeing us.