Desire ; Remus Lupin

𝐶𝐻𝐴𝑃𝑇𝐸𝑅 16

- STEAM HEARTS

- THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE SCENES, VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED -

Sana's pov

I pushed my clothes further into my luggage, "Remus it won't budge." I complained, he laughed and crouched beside me. "You have to push harder love." He closed the suitcase and successfully fit all my clothes in it.

"We could've just used magic." I groaned. My hands hurt terribly from all the pushing and packing, yet he refused to let me use magic. He said he wanted it to be 'more oldschool.'

I was of course very grateful for him, I couldn't possibly stay at Grandpa's. I knew that it wasn't safe there anymore, I love him but I would only be putting him in danger if I stay with him.

"Please tell me those are all your suitcases." Remus groaned, also tired of the packing. I chuckle and rest my head on his shoulder, "Yes that's it." I smiled.

"You're all set then." He cooed, pulling me in for a kiss. I return it and hold his body close to mine. He picks me up and carries me to the sofa.

Remus holds my waist, I was now straddling him. His kisses move their way away from my lips to my neck, making me whimper quietly. He undos three of my shirt's buttons, exposing my black laced bra.

"Sana I've been looki-" Hermione bursts into the room in fury, holding a load of books and her hair all messy. She notices the situation and stares at us awkwardly, "I'll come back later, when you're not- um- busy." She turns around quickly.

"Fuck I'm sorry." I crawl off Remus' lap and he gets up as well, patting his clothes in embarrassment. "Oh no no no I've ruined the moment haven't I? Shit." She curses, clearly in panic. I laugh at her state.

"No its okay we were getting ahead of ourselves, Remus was just leaving wasn't he?" I explain while buttoning up my shirt. "Yes, bye girls." He quickly makes his way out the door. I chuckle.

"Seriously Sana, here?" She complained. Hermione flashed me a look of disgust, I roll my eyes. "Its my dorm as well you know." I spat. "Don't push it Sana." She hissed, but her face consisted of a slight smile.

"Anyways, Ginny is waiting for us downstairs. You coming?" Hermione offers, opening the door. I nod "Of course." I follow her out.

Me and Hermione take a seat next to Ginny. Hogwarts' garden was always beautiful, yet it was becoming dull, the cloudy weather didn't help either.

Ginny stared at us in confusion, we returned the same look. "What?" Hermione asked. "Did you guys?-" Ginny points to us. I notice how my lipstick was still smudged from Remus' kiss, and I still had an unbuttoned button. Hermione looked tired, her hair was messy.

"Ew no." I laugh, Ginny lets out a sigh of relief. "Good because you two would tear your heads apart as a couple." She heaved. Hermione covered her mouth, stopping herself from laughing.

"Thats not true we'd be just fine." I croaked, Hermione nodded her head in agreement.

"Sana how's the death eater situation? Does he want anything of you?" Ginny asked. She caresses my leg in worry, I shake my head. "Nothing yet. Although he does want me to talk to Draco as soon as we get back from the holidays." I whisper. If anyone gets ahold of the fact the Dark Lord wanted to talk to me, the news would spread pretty quickly.

"Im sorry Sana, you shouldn't have to do this. He's a sick, cruel human and you're not fit for this." Ginny empathises, Hermione agrees. "It's okay girls, just promise me to write to me while I'm gone?" I plead.

"Of course." They say in unison.

***

"But I won't keep you from your meals for any longer, enjoy your holidays." Dumbledore voiced. The students cheered loudly, excited for the holidays. I was also excited, but worry had the best of me.