For the Love of Loki

Understanding

A/N THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS A UH SHOWER SCENE.. NO LEMONS OR NUDITIY BUT IF YA CANT HANDLE THIS UH SHALL WE SAY "STUFF" THEN SKIP THIS CHAPTER OR BIT.

she stripped to her spandex underneath her fighting outfit, tears down her face, and got in the scalding shower. she had to wash her spandex once a week anyways in regular water or it would get stretched out and not form fitting. (a/n WHAT A FREAKIN COINCIDENCE!!! Walks away..)
She stands underneath the shower head and feels the water burn her face, and washing away the present and future tears. A song comes on, going under by Evanescence, and she begins to sing, " I'm going under..." she belts, no one can hear her cracking, tear filled voice over the music. tears rush, and she doesn't know how long she's stood there.
"you're so thin" he murmurs.
She squeals slightly whipping around to see the God of mischief.
" you really are short without those heels you wear." she realized her height difference between them, with heels, which she almost always wore, she made it in between his chin and shoulders. And now, her 5'1" stature sunk in... she only reached his shoulders barely.
He again murmured, "you're so thin."
"So sickly" he added
She didn't reply.
He was in the line of the shower stream, the water making his onyx hair stick to his head.
He reached out tentatively and she trembled.
His hand met with the edge of her ribs, tracing the ribs one by one.
"So bony,"
Traced her sternum and collarbones, then a finger down her vertebrae.
He teared up at the sight that lay before him .
The faint white lines along her hips some even pink.
"I never.. had known.."
A tear fell. and it was his.
" I had to control the monster in me. and this is how I did it ." she gestured to the lines lining along her protruding hips.
"But it doesn't explain your bony and fragile stature." he said
She didn't reply.
She then slowly said, " it's my natural state, being really short, but I am lighter because, well I am fighting and exercising so I lose weight."
"Mmm" he replied
He, in only his trousers, flipped up the underside of his wrists and she gasped at the faded lines.
" I had to rid the monster."
" What monster Loki? Why the hell did you do this? You're a god!"
He turned blue and she saw.. a jotun.
She knew it was him. He faded back.
He hugged her in the coffee shop because he knew the uncontrollable cold and numbness the power gave.
He embraced her and laid his chin on top of her head. she laid her hands on his bare chest.
They were hugging soaked head to toe under her shower head.
A/N ITS ALL OUT NOW BUT NOT EVERYTHING OHHHHHHOOOOHHH..
EEEEEEEHHHHHHHHH.