For the Love of Loki

Blessings

after standing in the waves for quite a bit Loki walked Annabelle inside and sat in the living room. Annabelle was about to tell Loki about her past.
"Loki."
" yes love?" he replied
"umm.. you know that.. well this is my first relationship.. first anything really.. and.. wheredoyoustandonthetopicofsex?"
"sorry, didn't catch the last bit."
"where...umm do you stand.. on the topic.. of.. like.. it?"
Loki was taken aback at first, he'd almost not even thought that she'd bring such a topic up but then he recalled his proposal, so it was quite obvious why she inquired such a thing as that.
"Annabelle," he thought of all the things he could say but decided against it. he simplified it by saying, "I go as slow as you want, and whenever you may be ready."
Annabelle smiled softly, acknowledging his acceptance of who she was and how she was.Loki then added, " I may not be as innocent as you, but this love thing is new to me also, we will just learn along the way."
Annabelle nodded, and slowly got up to go to bed. after such a long day she was exhausted. she couldn't understand why she had everything she wanted and yet still feel so confused as to who she is. she fell asleep next to Loki with that thought in her mind.

the next morning when she woke Loki was still beside her like he'd always be. she turned into her side shifting slightly and began to nudge him awake, Loki whining in return.
"Loki. who am I?"
"you are Annabelle Ranna.
beautiful, creative multi taker Annabelle. why were you wondering?"
"because I often question who I am."
it fell silent. Loki just kissed her forehead and pulled her close. he hoped, after the past six months that had been so rough for her, that she wouldn't relapse. he hoped he wouldn't have to watch the terror and fear fill her eyes again. that he would have to stand by and watch her wither away again. he didn't want that. there was no possible way for her to be normal and they weren't exactly normal in the first place but he was hoping he could slowly but surely heal her heart that had been broken far too often for her own good. he wanted to be hers. to prove he was never leaving. ever. that he was not going to reject her and run, but stay and fight through it all. as he looked upon her frail frame, slowly becoming less sickly, he realized the challenges the relationship will face. he realized she is all over the place setting his world ablaze. her wild mind and all over the place attitude intrigued him. it was what stoked the fire between them, always learning new things, and further depths into their personalities. it drove him wild. and he loved it.

looking down again at Annabelle, stroking her hair, he then asked her,
"so dear, where would we have the wedding? here or Asgard?"
" I think your mother and father would want the blessings there, since you're from there, so most likely Asgard. is that ok with you?"
" of course Annabelle, in fact that's probably best since mother..- er Frigga"-
" Loki laufeyson, Frigga is your mother, she raised you. call her mother."
he began again, " mother would like to be present at the wedding, that's for sure. Odin- er father... I don't know about him quite yet. but it matters none. we will have it there."
Loki cringed at the thought of asking Odin for his blessing. Annabelle was now more caught up in Loki's anxiousness.
"Loki it will be just fine. we will be fine."
he just replied with kissing her on the forehead.

finally!! hopefully I will be picking this up more often. I'll do my best to update once a week possibly two.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!