"There's a party...." He began. "No way. My parents clearly said no parties in the list of things Mia shouldn't do, didn't they?" I said before he even finished.
"Sweetheart, I'm here to break the rules."
This isn't gonna be good.
Mia Davila is a s...
Have you ever had that particular day in your life when you're just like wow, best day ever? Meanwhile it definitely can't be the best day ever cause you still have lots of days to live?
Well I felt like that yesterday. I felt like I had the best day ever.
Some of the things said and done yesterday seemed unreal in everyway possible.
Being on a plane was definitely not what I was thinking about the night before my birthday.
I was just expecting maybe I and my friends going to the beach or something but I was beyond surprised at the sudden plot twist.
Best part? I spent the day with my best friends.
It feels good to know that I had so much fun with them all.
Also another awesome thing about yesterday was the gifts I got.
I got the best gifts a 19 year old girl could ever ask for her birthday.
Tara's gift to me was a bag I've alwaysssss wanted.
You think it's a pretty normal gift? Well no.
It's a very expensive bag.
Harvey bought me a freaking goldfish... like what the hell right?
Actually I once said I liked gold fishes but I definitely did not want one.
Matteo gave me an expensive jewelled necklace.
T'was pretty cool!!.....But Max didn't like it very much.
Du-uh.
Luke's gift apparently is gonna arrive soon.
The biggest gift I got was a mothertrucking car!!!!
It was from Max as the 18th gift he gave me.
The car was in the house's driveway when we returned home.
I was and I am beyond happy with that.
I finally get to drive!!!!!
That's so cool. Luke said he'd teach me to drive.
I had other gifts from her mnof course.
1. A TRIP TO DISNEYLAND. 2. A PUPPY. 3. A WHITE TESLA 2019. 4. A TRIP TO BIG BEAR. (THIS COMING WEEKEND) 5. A CHARM BRACELET WITH M&M ENGRAVED ON A HEART PENDANT. (M and M stands for Max and Mia). 6. A DATE TO SUNFRY (AGAIN CAUSE I LIKED IT SO MUCH!) 7. A PROMISE RING. 8. TICKETS TO WATCH TOM AND JERRY: THE MOVIE!! (COMING SOON IN REAL LIFE). 9. AIRPODS. 10. THIS REALLY DOPE AIRFORCE SNEAKERS. IT'S PEACH AND WHITE. 11. THE LIST MY MOM WROTE FOR MAX BEFORE SHE LEFT AND THE RULES WE'VE BROKEN TICKED OUT OF IT. 12. NOVELS!!!! (ROMCOMS). 13. 6 TICKETS FOR A TABLE OF 6 RESERVATION AT A SOMEWHAT EXPENSIVE RESTAURANT FOR OUR WHOLE FRIEND GROUP. 14. A HUGE PALE PINK TEDDY BEAR TO MATCH MY ROOM. 15. A CAKE 16. PACKS & PACKS OF OREOS 17. SUSHI (JUST BECAUSE HE RAN OUT OF IDEAS) 18. A BUTT CUSHION (JUST SO HE COULD LAUGH AT ME) 19. 19 KISSES.
I know he's the best. By the end of the day, yesterday I was an emotional wreck.
Well I'm on my way to the graduation service.
I'm dressed in:
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It was picked by Natasha over facetime.
Tara was to busy y'know cause she's a graduant, she has to be in school and all that.
I feel bad for all of them, they drained themselves planning the perfect birthday for me and now they gonna be looking like sick kids at their graduation.
Especially Max who I feel like he has spent all his money on the gifts even though he hasn't spent up to half of it.
I'm grateful for all of them though.
Well since I can't drive yet, Mom is the one taking me to the school.
Of course she's gonna be there also but she has to leave early to visit dad.
It's awful that I and Luke haven't gone over to visit dad.
I think we'll go once all this planning is over.
We just have too much on our plate now.
Too much for your dad?
Well.....I don't know.
"What happened?" Mom suddenly asked.
"Huh? When?" I said confused at what she's talking about.
".....What changed you?" She asked.
"Oh I got to meet people who could do what you and dad couldn't do." I said.
"Which.....was?" She asked like she was scared of what I'll say next.
"They showed me that they cared. They loved me for who I am. They didn't make me feel inferior because I had "something" called depression. They stepped beyond boundaries to make me happy. They broke the rules to create something which was a perfectly not depressed Mia. A happy Mia. Which you and Dad could not do." I said and quickly looked out the window blinking back tears.
Mom was silent for a while then she broke into tears.
I watched her. For many years I've wished for the day when my parents would just change all-of- a-sudden and just show that they care for once at least.
I never got that day while I was wishing for it and I felt like everything heavenly hated me.
But now I've completely given up on the thought of my parents being humanly towards me and they suddenly decide to feel "regret".
I don't need them to be regretful at this point which I have reached in my life.
I need them to fulfill that one wish:
I want them to show that they care and totally ignore and forget the fact that I was once a girl with major depressive disorder.
If not for their business trip, I wonder what I would be doing now.
Oh right. I'll be at home like cinderella while my whole family went for luke's graduation.
The only problem with this particular Mia cinderella is that she's not going to get a magical god mother to change her.
She's gonna be alone and try to save herself.
"I'm sorry Mia, I'm so so sorry. I-I feel like that's the only thing I can say to you." Mom mumbled as she sobbed.
"If you're sorry. You'll forget everything that happened before and just let's focus on now." I said.
