strawberries and cigarettes → bounprem

fourteen

『sleepless』

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it was a cold night and the moon shines brightly as the stars twinkle beside it but instead of sleeping and snuggling into the warm and fluffy bed, prem lay awake in the dead of night with a faint light emitted by his phone.

he was scrolling through his instagram account but wasn't really paying attention to it as his mind wonders about his senior, p'boun. prem was confused, the kiss made him feel things he never felt before and mostly because it was his first kiss and from a guy. but the thought of his lips against the older's didn't disgust him one bit, instead it made his heart flutter and his stomach tingle.

unknowingly, he dropped his phone and moved his fingers to his lips where he still felt the ghost of boun's lips. 'what is this feeling? im scared...' he thought to himself. as he still couldn't figure out what he's feeling and it scared him.

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it's midnight and most people would probably be sleeping soundly in their room, cuddled in the warm sheets with someone but instead of comfortable bed and warm sheets of blankets, boun is sitting in front of his canvas with a color palette on his left hand while the other is holding a paint brush. his hands carefully and gracefully stroking and coloring the canvas as he picture in his head his best creation yet.

moments later he finished his art and he sigh in content as he stare at it. it was a painting of a cresent moon surrounded by stars and below is an ocean reflecting it and it seems that the water is calm and little waves were made. and down there was a boy with closed eyes looking so calm yet it's hands are clutched in fist on his sides. a small smile started to creep it's way into boun's lips and took his almost empty pack of ciggarettes. he inhaled the toxic smoke and exhaling it through his mouth, satisfying his cravings.

it was a good thing he took off his shirt before he started since he could get a little messy once he starts painting, especially when he's super inspired, he forgets about the world and focuses on his own. he remembered the time when he was so engrossed in his painting, he forgot he was wearing a white shirt and accidentally wiped his color painted hands on it. the stains remained and he never got to use that shirt again.

he puffed out a cloud smoke that explored through his makeshift art studio. he pursed his lips as the ciggarette rest between his finger. his mind wonder when he remembered the slap prem gave him 'but that slap was worth it.' he chuckled to himself as amusement danced in his eyes when he remembered the feeling of soft lips he got to taste and even just for a moment, explored, though it wasn't enough for boun, he have to hold himself back since we're talking about prem here, the boy is pretty sensitive and fragile even though he always acted tough but to boun it's cute, but he still couldn't fucking forget that sweet lips though.

he licked his suddenly dry lips when lewd images of prem started invading his head. 'oh god, what am i thinking?! the boy slapped me and im thinking about fucking him? he must've felt uncomfortable for fucks sake. what's wrong with me? and we're literally living in the same apartment. jesus christ...'

he groaned as he tilt his head back, exposing his firm chest and his adams apple slowly bobs. sure, he had a few one night stands but this...this is also new to him since none of his lovers even lasted 'if you can even call a one week girfriend a lover'. he also never thought that a boy is the only one that can catch his attention. he scoffed at the thought but he had never been this hooked to someone to the point of getting a hard on just by the thought of them.

"what are you doing to me prem?" he says forgeting about the ciggarette he's still holding and is now too small. as the ashes fall to the ground so is his sanity.

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the day of the camping came as everyone gathered infront of their school which is their meeting place to wait for their bus to come. everybody is ready and is just waiting for a boy who is running late. pharm and manaow impatiently waited for prem to arrive 'til they just decided to call him.

"hey prem? where are you? we've been waiting for like hours are you coming or not?" manaow said bambering prem with questions.

"yeah... i-im almost there just wait!!" prem said while panting in the other line and before manaow could shoot him another series of nagging about not staying up at night so he could wake up early, the call ended and then they saw a figure of a boy running towards them.

and when he reached them, he is met with an angry looking face of manaow. "do you even know what time it is?" manaow said and prem would be lying if he said he isin't scared by how manaow is looking at him, he probably pissed his pants if only their teacher hadn't come. 'my savior!'

"ok, since everyone is here i'd like to make an announcement." their teacher said grabbing all of their attention to her. "unfortunately, the bus that we're supposed to use had actually been reserved-" but she's cut off by a series of groans and whines from her students. "guys, calm down. don't worry i promised us a trip and we're getting one and fortunately the swimming club is having their celebration since they won the regional competition, their coach invited us to go with them!" she said happily as her students rejoiced. "and don't worry about food and other stuffs, because everything is provided by the kind hearted swimming club." they all bowed and said their gratitude towards their teacher.

suddenly a bus pulled up infront of them and when the door opened they were met by the few faces of the swimming club, but one caught prem's attention. "p'boun" he whispered to himself but as if on cue, the older looked at him and their gaze caught each other. prem's eyes widens when he saw the smirking senior with the members of the swimming club.

"oh no, class you shouldn't be thanking me, you should thank them since they're the ones who invited us." she said and smiled at the coach who just smiled back with a small chuckle and a faint blush. some could only gag since for it was just too cheesy for them, but some couldn't help but to coo at them and the three friends are one of them. "get your bags everyone and get inside. we have a camp to go to!"

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authour's note |

another long ass update fuckers feel special. :)

anyways im kind of in a writing spree so im thinking pushing myself to the limits and update! how about that?
and don't be offended when i curse ya'll that's just me. i curse at everyone i love (except for my parents cause they'd kill me if they even hear me cursing.)

fun fact: i dun know shit about cars so you'll know why chapter five is kinda pretty shitty :p

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