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Harry's POV
Do you ever get that feeling where you feel trapped and there's no fresh air and that you are simply trapped. Im so sorry Andy but Im so trapped and I love you more then anything but I feel so trapped, I need to go, I need fresh air Andy baby, Im sorry.
As Andy is sleeping so silently and so peacefully I pack a bag with enough clothes to last me God knows how long. Andy i know 7 days was too long and I promise, I always come back, you know i always come home so don't worry or don't be sad, you're too beautiful to be sad.
And as i walk towards the front door I almost wish I had never met her because then she would be so much happier and I wouldn't have to feel so much pity for such a beautiful girl, she doesn't deserve pity I know she hates it but how could I not. I open the door and the cold air hits me but i welcome it because it's her favourite weather and really i deserve it so I start walking in cold weather in the middle of the night away from a girl whose too in love to know she deserves better.
"Harry!" and i think my mind is so cruel for playing tricks on me but i hear it again "Harry please" and I turn and sure enough my beautiful Andy is running down the street in my shirt, no shoes and freezing to death "Harry stop, no i won't let you do this" and it's when she's right in fromt of my face a i see tears falling down her beautiful face "Andy, I always come home" "No Harry, you were gone for 7 days too long last time, don't leave me alone Harry, please lets just go back inside where it's nice and warm" and i sigh at the beautiful girl standing in front of me "Do you ever get that feeling where you feel trapped and there's no fresh air and that you are simply trapped. Im so sorry Andy but Im so trapped and I love you more then anything but I feel so trapped, I need to go, I need fresh air Andy baby, Im sorry" and i watch as she's cries tears of just pure sadness and god do i pity her. I brush thumb along her cheeck to rid her of the tears that are fallin down her pure face "Don't try that bullshit with me Harry, I am sick of feeling tired all the time when I should feel alive. You are to goddam selfish to realise everytime you walk out that door you take away more of the hope i hold for you that one day you might actually want to stay with me forever, i sacrifice more for you then i do for myself Harry and that still isn't enough for you to stay" and she's angry and her breathing is heavy but tears are still falling and she's shivering because she ran after me out into the cold street at midnight "Baby go inside, please you're freezing" "Not unless you're coming with me" and I'm getting so frustrated "No Andy! I can't, i love you more then i love my own life which is why i need to go but you know i'll be back, I always come to you" and i kiss her lips because were both just to inlove.
I pull away from my beautiful but so sad Andy and without another word i walk away and my own tears fall as i hear her sweet and broken voice call out my name pleading for me to come back, to just come home btu she doesn't chase after me, she's just too tired. So i walk and I walk until her voice is in the distance and so is my guilt for leaving the love of my life standing in the middle if the street at midnight in the freezing cold.
Please forgive me Andy.
Andy's POV
And i wish so much i wasn't angry at him for leaving, again but i can't help but feel so much anger and pain at the boy who loves me more then his own life but that left me in the middle of the road in the middle of the night. And because im so angry and im so hurt i can't help the tears that stream down my face and i just wish so bad that he would come back. Harry come back please baby just come back.
I sit on our bed which occupied Harry not only two hours ago and i just wish he would come back because im cold and tired and just want to sleep but i can't sleep not if Harry isn't here. I let my mind drift to Niall, wondering what he's doing and how he never left me alone when i needed him most but i love green eye's and brown hair and im so angry about it, so fucking angry.
Are you going to come back with lipstick stains Harry? Please don't i beg of you don't do that to me again. I curl up further into the bed and am surrounded by smells of Harry and i begin to crave the feeling of his arms around me but im so so angry that I just can't help but block him out because if i let myself think of green eyes and brown hair i know i will break and i don't think this time i will be able to get back up.
That night when i finally fall asleep i dream of blue eye's and blonde hair and I don't feel guilty because the boy who loves me more then he loves himself left me alone in the middle of the night in the middle of the road and stared at me with so much pity. I hate pity.
I can't forgive you for this Harry.
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