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Chapter 9

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Andy's POV

Oh my sweet and beautiful Harry, i didn't mean any of this, it wasn't meant to turn out like this, oh my sweet and beautiful Harry, please forgive me. Last night your eyes were so brown, the darkest shade of brown i had ever seen and i so wish that they would be green, don't you miss your green eye's too Harry? Have you forgotten what they look like and how it feels to have green eye's. Last night they were so brown, the darkest shade of brown.

Blue eye's and blonde hair, so kind and caring. You weren't supposed to fall in love, that wasn't the plan Niall, why did you have to go and complicate things. Im so sorry Niall, please forgive me. You don't need any of this, you're too kind and caring and too beautiful to be brought into my mess of a life, so im sorry.

"Baby come back to bed" mess, there's such a mess left in the lving room, in our life, someone needs to clean it up "I got to clean the mess up Harry" and he sighs, he looks so sad, oh my sweet and beautiful Harry, i didn't mean any of this, it wasn't meant to turn out like, oh my sweet and beautiful Harry, please forgive me "It's okay, it's fine, it doesn't need to be fixed right now" but Harry it's so messy, so very messy "Someone has to clean it up" and it's true, it can't stay like this, someone could get hurt "Stop" and i look at him "You can't fix this mess Andy, you may be able to pick up the glass, throw away the broken things but my eye's arent going to turn back to green" No Harry, why are you saying that, you're not supposed to say that "It's just so messy" and again he sighs "We work, i swear we work" "I know" so i start cleaning the mess becuase thats all i can really think about right now, so "Harry go to bed, you look tired, i have to clean up the mess" and he gives up trying to stop me from fixing the mess that our living room has become and frankly the mess our lives have become, oh my sweet and beautiful Harry, i didn't mean any of this, it wasn't meant to turn out like this, oh my sweet and beautiful Harry, please forgive me.

The living room is clean, but there's still such a mess and as i climb into bed next to Harry that's all that runs through my mind. Blue eye's and blonde hair flash through my mind but i block that out because he was here when Harry came home and that just created such a mess, i created such a mess, im so sorry. "7 day's was far too long" i say because i know he is awake "don't complain, you weren't lonely" he sounded so bitter and not my Harry "7 days was too long" "don't keep saying what i already know, 7 days was far too long but i came home and he was here, in our house, so im mad, im so mad" and i get mad too because "there's a fresh lipstick stain Harry, you weren't alone either" and i feel him tense next to me so i sigh "but it's okay, we work, i swear we work" and he relaxes and i cuddle into his back and i missed him so much, Harry why did you have to go for so long, i don't remember what your scent, so stay awhile this time Harry, please "Don't leave me again" and he sighs and turns around and hugs me tight to his bare torso but says nothing because we both know he won't, he never has and in that moment blue eye's and blonde hair flash through my mind but i block that out because he was here when Harry came home and that just created such a mess, i created such a mess, im so sorry.

Morning's should have the sun shining through and waking you from a peaceful sleep but it's london and winter so it's grey and raining and i didn't get a wink of sleep. All i could think about was the mess, the mess i had cleaned up and the one i just simply couldn't. I step out of bed and the cold should be unfamiliar from just coming out of a layered bed but it's familiar, the cold is so familiar and i don't know why. I look at Harry, my sweet and beautiful Harry, i didn't mean any of this, it wasn't meant to turn out like, oh my sweet and beautiful Harry, please forgive me. He look so innocent and vunerable while he's asleep, like he hasn't got a worry in the world and i wonder if behinf his closed eye lids, his eye's might green and i only wish they would stay like that. Blue eye's and blonde hair flash through my mind but i block that out because he was here when Harry came home and that just created such a mess, i created such a mess, im so sorry.

I hear the bathroom door open as i stand in the shower mindlessly under the running water but i know it's just Harry and i suddenly feel a pair of arms make themselves around my waist and i lean back against his naked body and i really have missed Harry but blue eye's and blonde hair flash through my mind and i really try to block it out so i turn around and crash my lips against his and try rid to myself of blue eye's and blonde hair. His hands find there way to my thighs as he lifts me up and my legs wrap around his waist, meanwhile our lips never once leaving each other and we need this, we need this so much. But turns out having sex can't clean up the mess because as we step out of the shower i feel ashamed to have let myself get lost in Harry once again and how i feel so sorry that blue eye's and blonde hair flashed through my mind, but Harry's home now and Morning's should have the sun shining through and waking you from a peaceful sleep but it's london and winter so it's grey and raining and i didn't get a wink of sleep. I look at Harry he stares at me with brown eye's and he doesn't seem mad anymore.

I was wrong, i was so very wrong.

SO HARRY IS STILL MAD, WOAH BIG SHOCKER THERE, kidding lmao isnt he always ahahaha ANYWAY............. the next chapter is going to filled with angry Harry and sad Andy and Niall may or may not appear ;) COMMENT AND VOTE THANKS BABES OK BYEEEEEE xxxx