Loud

Chapter 30

I AM SO SORRY FOR THE SLOW UPDATE, I COMPLETELY LOST TRACK OF THE WEEK AND DIDN'T EVEN REALISE I HADN'T UPDATED SO HERE IT IS!!! I hope you guys enjoy xx

Harry's POV

I think about the fact that were Harry and Andy. But Sam is walking around telling me jokes, making me laugh, pretending to dance with waffles then trying to get me to join in and im laughing and im smiling but were Harry and Andy so how long can this really last. She spins to the beat of the song which she picked and throws her head back and laughs and I smile at her and she stops and breathes heavily, clearly out of breathe "That was fun" she then leans down and strokes waffles head "Wasn't that fun waffles, dancing with mummy" (I'm Australian and that's how we spell 'mum' okay!)

But I think of the fact were Andy and Harry, so I choose to ignore how she called herself that to my dog.

I hear the tone of my phone go off and I stare at it on the kitchen bench as Sam picks it up and answers it "Hello?" and she smiles as I hear a muffled voice in the background "Niall! You doing alright?" more muffled voices and Andy stares at me and walks towards me "Yeah, here I'll put him on, bye Niall" she then hands me the phone "Yes Niall, what can I do for you" "She's gone again" and my heart stops "What" and I can hear Niall breathing heavily in and out, in and out "I woke up this morning and she was gone and she hasn't been home all day and it's starting to get dark" "Why was she at you're apartment" and I hear Niall sigh "She's living with me Harry but can we please talk about that later, right now I just want her back here" and I can feel my heart quicken and I'm mad she's living with Niall and I'm mad if she has actually left again "Niall there's nothing I can do" and it breaks my heart to say that but it's true isn't it "Harry, you know her more than anyone. All her stuff is still here so she has to be around the city somewhere" and I close my eyes and try to breathe so my heart will stop beating as fast as it is "Help me Harry. If not for her then for me" and I sigh "Fine, I'll go out and look now but I don't even know where to-" but I pause and I remember back to a place she used to go when she needed to think, when she wanted to clear her head "I know where she is" and Niall doesn't seem surprised "I knew you would, now please go get her" and I stop myself as I stand at the door "Niall I can't, I'll tell you where she is, you can go get her" and he sighs "She didn't leave for me to go find her, she's waiting for you to find her Harry" "How do you know that?"

"Because you're Harry and Andy" and I'm out the door without so much as an explanation to Sam as I hear her calling my name and I hang up the phone and I call a cab and direct him to the place I knew she had to be.

I walk the edge if hill after I pay the cabby and I walk towards the figure sitting on the edge over looing the city and I sit next to her without saying anything, silence surrounds us and it's comfortable but someone needs to speak because so much needs to be said "Niall was worried" and she scoffs "He thought I left didn't he" and she keeps her head forward without such as a glance towards me "Can you really blame him" and she scoffs again "Guess not" I stretch out my legs and look towards the city that's lit up and it really is beautiful but I find myself staring at something even more beautiful "why are you staring at me like that Harry" and she finally turns to look at me "Because you're beautiful" and I can see her fighting a smile but she laughs "I'm sure your girlfriend wouldn't like you saying that" and my breathing stops for a second "She's not my girlfriend" and Andy nods like she doesn't believe me "You don't have to lie to me Harry, I can deal with you having a girlfriend" and I'm suddenly mad "Well I can't deal with the fact that you moved in with Niall" and she sighs like she knew I would bring it up "I don't think it's fair for you to start pointing fingers at Niall and I" "Don't even start with who should be blamed for things right now Andy" and silence falls over us and there's silence, cold air is breathed in and out, in and out

"I can't really deal with you having a girlfriend" and I knew she couldn't because I can't deal with her moving in with Niall so "but if she makes you happy then I'm going to have to aren't I" and I stare at her beautiful face "She's not my girlfriend" and she shakes her head "You're having sex with her aren't you, you're staying at ou-, you're house, holding each other, I don't know about you Harry but that seems like she's you're girlfriend" and I never really thought about it because Sam and I had never really spoken about it "She knows there's you" and Andy stares into my eyes and says "That's not fair on her Harry" and I stay silent because she's right and I know that "She seems nice from what Niall has told me, I'm glad you found someone who can make you smile because Harry you have a beautiful smile and you're just far too beautiful to be sad" I stare at her and I don't stop and I can't help myself as I grab her face in my hands I can't stop myself as I press my lips to hers and I don't stop as I feel her place her hands in my hair and how she welcomes the kiss and it's a kiss different from any of our others, this kiss is a safe place, it's our home. We're fighting for our home and I can feel us both grasping onto it, not wanting to let go.

Neither of us a pull away for a few minutes and when we do I rest my forehead against hers and I stroke her cheek "Why did you go Andy" she just shakes her head and pulls away and stands up "Harry, we talked about this" I stand up "I know we did but Andy what happened to you when you were gone, what did you do" and her face fills with an emotion I can't describe "I went to New York" "But what was in New York for you, what made you stay away from me for a year" and she walks up to me and grabs my face and starts places kisses over my face "Harry I didn't want to stay away from you, things got in the way, things happened okay, you weren't ready" "Like what Andy, what happened" she steps back "I can't-" she pauses and grabs her hair in frustration "I can't explain it to you" and she closed herself up, there's something she isn't telling me "Please take me home Harry, I just want to go home" I sigh and nod and call a cab but my mind is screaming at me at me that something is wrong, something she's hiding.

The cab ride is silent and I find myself thinking back to our kiss and how I haven't felt that safe in a while, I haven't felt that at home and I being to crave the feeling of her lips on mine and I stare at her as she stares out the window and when the cab pulls out front of Nialls apartment we both climb out and make our way inside and all the lights are off and I can faintly hear the sound of Niall snoring notifying that he was asleep "Sleep with me Harry" and I can feel my phone vibrate in my pocket and I know it's Sam but she looks so tired and she's hiding something so I nod and we make our way into her now room and she strips down the nothing and it doesn't faze her but I find my heart racing at the sight, a sight I haven't seen for a while, she walks into the bathroom and I hear the shower turn on and I copy her actions and remove my clothes and I walk into the bathroom and her back is to me as she stands under the hot water and I step into the shower and she doesn't seem surprised. I grab the body wash and begin to wash down her body and I can feel her body shiver under my touch and I kiss her shoulder blade but that's it, we don't make any intimate gestures and then once we've both washed ourselves she steps out of the shower and wraps a towel around her body and so do I and we walk into the bedroom and she places my shirt over her body and she hands me a pair of boxers and we climb into bed she whispers "Goodnight Harry" and I wrap my arms around her and pull her close "Goodnight Andy" and so we sleep, we really only sleep.

Because we're Harry and Andy so how could we not.

OHHHHHHH ANDY HAS A SECRET, I WONDER WHAT IT COULD BE! I would love if you guys could comment what you think Andy has been up to while she was away!! Hearing you guys opinion is always so great and interesting! As always comment and vote xx