Not Over ➝ a.i.

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Ashton

As soon as I left I knew I wanted to go right back in cup Addie's face and kiss the hell out of her and tell her how sorry I am for everything. I blew up on her and I shouldn't have, this vacation was suppose to be fun I just got jealous when I saw that Eric guy hug her. I know I made a mistake at the gig and I can't fix what happened but what I need is to fix things between Addie and I because we're growing apart ever since we've started arguing.

I was down in the lobby sitting and just trying to think about what all happened so when I went back I knew what the right thing to say was. Maybe she wouldn't even talk to me after what all we had just said to each other. We said things we shouldn't have and all I want is her in my arms again, to be able to kiss just her and tell her she my one and only. Everything I've done so far I've fucked up and whenever I try to fix things I make it worse.

I heard my phone go off and I looked at the caller ID and saw it was Zayn, I slid to unlock my phone and as soon as I put my phone to my ear I could hear yelling in the background, "Ashton Irwin what the hell did you do?!" Zayn asked as soon as I answered the phone.

"What-"

"Addie FaceTimed Luke, her and Lexi were in hysterics crying and all the boys are trying to calm Lexi and her down. What did you do!" He snapped, I knew I was in deep shit since all the boys knew and they all were over protective of Addie just as I am, they think of her as their little sister.

"We went to a gig and I got drunk and kissed another girl, we fought that night and then in the morning she went to the pool and was with this guy Eric and I got jealous when he hugged her and then we argued once again and I packed up my things and here I am now sitting in the lobby.." I explained to him, the shortened version of course.

"You idiot!" I heard someone shout from the background, there was rumbling on the other line and I knew they were fighting over the phone, "You left again, what the hell is wrong with you mate!?" I recognized that angry accent anywhere and it belonged to Niall himself.

"I didn't leave per say, I'm in the lobby and I will go back up there I was just angry and we were arguing, we both said things we didn't mean and," I paused running my fingers through my hair and took a deep breath, "I've fucked up more than I can count.." I mumbled and I heard Niall sigh, he may get upset but he's a big softie and just loves everything and everyone he's one to enjoy life and make everyone happy.

"Alright I know you've had it rough and so has she, but you two can't argue like this and expect it to be healthy for Lexi to be exposed to. You two need to work this out, no more arguing alright, this trip was for you guys to have a family vacation. Have some fun for christ sake." Niall said and I nodded agreeing with him that we should work this out and try to solve this without arguing.

"You're right, I'm going to go up there and make this right. Thanks Nialler." I said with a smile on my face.

"Anytime mate." Niall said before hanging up.

I grabbed my stuff and began to head to the elevator, once I got to there I pushed the number three as it began to take me to the floor I needed to get to. Once I got to the third-floor I took a deep breath and began to head to our room, I was nervous to open the door and find out what I would see but I guess I just have to make things right. Opening the door I saw Addie and Lexi on the couch still FaceTiming Luke, as soon as Lexi turned around Addie turned to see what she was looking at.

I set my stuff down as Addie stood up and handed the phone to Lexi, I ran up to her cupping her face and pressing my lips to hers for that feeling I always got when our lips connected like this and moved in sync. My hands began to trail down to her hips before I pulled away and smushed our foreheads together as we breathed out heavily from the heated kiss we had.

"I'm so sorry baby, for everything I've said or done," I whispered kissing the tip of her nose. "I love you so much and I've fucked up more times than I can count, and every time I try to make it right I make it worse and-"

"Ashton-"

"No I've got to say this Addie," I said cutting her off, "I just wanted this trip to be special and I've ruined it-"

"But Ashton-"

"Addie baby please let me finish." I said cutting her off once again.

"Ashton." She groaned running her fingers through my hair, "I know you've tried to fix things and the fact that you've been trying so hard means a lot Ashton, not only have you been trying for us but you've been here for Lexi and that's all I've ever wanted." She explained before giving me a hug.

"You aren't mad?" I questioned, I wouldn't blame her if she wanted to break up with me I know I'm an asshole and I know damn well I don't deserve someone as beautiful and caring as Addie.

"Oh I'm mad, but for the sake of this trip we need to get along for Lexi, then we'll discuss what all happens when we get home." She said crossing her arms and I slouched mine.

"Im afraid to know what will happen.." I mumbled, Lexi ran up to me grabbing my legs with Addie's phone in hand, I picked her up and hugged her tightly as I still heard the boys talking on the other end.

"Ashton you're so lucky we all aren't down there right now to kick your-"

"Butt!" Niall corrected Michael who glared at me along with Luke.

"I told you guys I should've went with her." I heard Luke mumbled and my jaw clenched and Addie took her phone and glared at Luke.

"Goodbye guys." She groaned hanging up, luckily I was distracted by Lexi giving me a kiss and I began to tickle her as she giggled uncontrollably.

"So who wants to go the theme park here?" I asked, Addie and Lexi both smiled finding it a good idea .

"Let's go get dressed then." Addie said and I agreed as we all went to get dressed for the day.

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im scared y'all for when they get home!

nicole xx