Not Over ➝ a.i.

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We were in Atlanta, Georgia for awhile and we were at the airport grabbing some lunch since Lexi began to whine about her tummy growling at her because it's hungry. We got pizza and Lexi felt much better once she scarfed down two slices of pizza and burped, since Ashton challenged her to see who could burp the best and loudest.

"Daddy when do we get to Disney?" Lexi asked crawling into his lap as she looked up at him. Ashton leaned over the table and took the hair tie that was around my wrist and began to tie Lexi's hair back. I quickly took out my phone and snapped a picture of this cute and unforgettable moment.

"Soon princess, very soon." Ashton said giving her a kiss on her cheek.

"But I want to go now." She pouted slumping her shoulders.

"I know, we'll be going on another plane soon." Ashton told her and my eyes went wide thinking that I had to go through that again. When we landed I thought we were going to crash and I was whimpering into Ashton's neck until the plane finally stopped.

"Mommy looks scared daddy." Lexi said noticing that my eyes were wide and that I was possibly shaking.

"Yeah, mommy doesn't like to fly." Ashton told her.

"Peter Pan flys." Lexi said now getting off of Ashton's lap and crawling into mine, "Just think happy thoughts, and they lift you into the air!" She quoted from the movie and I smiled down at her before kissing the top of her head.

"Thanks baby." I told her giving her a tight hug.

"We better go to our gate so they don't board without us." Ashton said, nodding we grabbed our bags and headed back to our gate so we knew when our next flight left, and to think, I have to do this all over again when we come back from Florida.

We waited around for ten minutes until we heard that they were boarding our flight and that we had to get up and go in line so the nice lady at the door can check our tickets before we get on the plane. She checked our tickets and we boarded the plane, finding our seats but this time Lexi sat on the outside and I was by the window. Sitting in my seat and buckling my seat belt we sat through the safety procedures once again before the plane began to take off.

I was holding Ashton's hand while my eyes were close once again as the plane began to take off. We were still in the air and Lexi kept telling Ashton how much she had to go to the bathroom but she couldn't get up yet until the seatbelt light went off.

"Daddy I have to potty." Lexi whined shaking his arm.

"I know baby, you've gotta wait a little longer." He told her and she began to whine even more.

"I have to really go." She cried now squirming around in her seat. As if on cue the seatbelt light went off and our pilot told us that we could take off our seat belts. Ashton unbuckled his and Lexi's and I gripped onto his arm with wide eyes.

"Ashton." I said about to panic if he wasn't sitting right by me. He gave me an apologetic look before leaning in a kissing me on my cheek.

"I'll be back in five baby." He said before guiding Lexi to the back to take her to the bathroom. I sat there with my seatbelt still secure while I brought my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around my legs.

I was super worried that something would happen because Ashton wasn't with me to reassure me that everything would be okay. I felt the plane drop and I began to freak out and shake, it happened again and I felt tears forming in my eyes. I was so scared, we were going to die this plane was going down and I wasn't near Ashton who knew how to calm me down.

I began to breath heavily and grip my chest finding the walls start to cave in on me as I tried to catch my breath. I began shaking and let out small cries that nobody could probably hear, I began coughing trying to catch my breath but I just couldn't, it was getting hot and I felt like I was becoming dizzy. I felt a pair of hands touch me and I jumped until I realized it was Ashton. He unbuckled my seat belt and put up the arm rest before pulling me into his loving arms and comforting me.