Not Over ➝ a.i.

25

I went to the nearest café I could find so I could relax and have some tea to settle down and have some quiet time. The waitress brought me my tea and gave me a smile, smiling back began to drink it as I scrolled through my phone. It probably wasn't helping much that I looked at all the pictures Ashton and I took, and our text messages. Tears began rolling down my cheek and I didn't want to have a break down in the middle of this place.

I was about to get up and leave when someone slid into the booth making it impossible for me to get out. I was afraid to turn my head to see who it was, and once I did my eyes went wide.

"Fancy seeing you here." He chuckled, groaning and rolling my eyes I was about to sit on the table and go to the other side of the booth so I could get out. He must've known what I was thinking since he grabbed my wrist.

"Let go." I snapped trying to yank my wrist from his hold but it was no use, his grip was just too tight. "That hurts let go." I said once again as he began squeezing my wrist making me let out a yelp, he covered my mouth with his other hand and shushed me.

"Listen to me," he growled removing his hand from my mouth, "The next time your boyfriend ever touches me, you, your daughter and him will be very sorry." He threatened.

I narrowed my eyes at him as I scrunched up my nose, "You stay away from my daughter Randy-"

"Or else what?" He asked cutting me off getting super close to my face, I turned away from him earning a chuckle to escape his lips. "You won't do anything." He said and I turned my head back to look at him.

"Maybe I won't, but I have other friends that might." I threatened, he rose his eyebrows at me and smirked.

"Zayn and his team can't do shit." He said, I never even told him the boys names but the fact that he knew who they were gave me a bad feeling.

"How did you.." I paused cutting myself off now taking a moment to think how he even knew about them. "Y-you're with Liam, aren't you?" I questioned and he only smirked wider and moved closer to me. My back was up against the wall as Randy was basically on top of me.

"Mmm, smart girl." He said inching closer to my face. I refused to look at him turning my head to the side, he gripped my jaw forcing me to look directly at him. "But my brother sure was right about you, you are hot." He said lowering his voice so that it sounded deeper. I squirmed trying to get away from him but he just wouldn't let me.

"Randy let go." I said pushing him away from me, he just didn't seem to want to stop. He doesn't get it.

"I'll be watching you Taner, correction, we will be watching you. We always know where you are." He mumbled sliding out of the booth. "Ten more days." He said as he walked off with a big smirk plastered onto his face.

I began to breath heavily as I ran my fingers through my hair and panicked. Only ten more days, I can't even think about what could happen within those ten days. This is all too much right now, I can't handle this stress. I heard my phone ring but I ignored it. Leaving the money I owed for what I bought I laid it on the table and walked out of the café, I didn't know where I was going but I'm sure I'll know when I get there.

I've been driving for hours now and I finally found out where I was going, I use to come here all the time when I needed to clear my head. Parking the car I got out and began to walk up a hill and looked down to see my old high school, where everything changed. I walked down the hill now and sat down on the side walk where I always did to clear my mind.

All I ever wanted was to protect Lexi and I can't even do that, I'm a terrible person in general. I'm a bad mom, a horrible friend, and worst of all and awful girlfriend. I haven't been depressed for four years and now all of a sudden I feel like that, like I'm nothing but a screw up. Everything that's happened is my fault, if I never eavesdropped on Ashton I wouldn't have known about any of this stuff. If only I never ran that day and met Louis, Luke would've never gotten in that car crash.

It all makes sense now, everything I've done has ruined everyone else's life. I even made Luke and Ashton hate each other.. What kind of person even does this? Obviously me, that's who. I just never realized all of this until now.

My phone rang pulling me out of my thoughts and I answered it without looking to see who it was, "Hello?"

"Addie, where the hell are you?" A familiar voice asked me, I knew it was Zayn because I could tell by his voice.

"I'm just clearing my head." I mumbled into the phone, I heard Zayn sigh.

"Come home, it'll be dark soon and I want you safe." He instructed, normally I'd do as he says but right now I decided against it.

"No." I said blankly and it became silent.

"Addie, I'm not kidding please come home, I can't protect you if you aren't near me, or us I should say." Zayn pleaded and I still refused to leave my current position.

"I'm not coming home, I need time to think and that's what I'm going to do." I said running my fingers through my hair.

"No, you need to be safe. Come home now." He demanded.

"Sorry Zayn I can't do that." I said as I hung up the phone and shoved it into my pocket. I laid down on the sidewalk and just relaxed there for a while.

-

It was now dark out and I was still laying here on the cold sidewalk. That's when I finally sat up and looked at my phone, twenty missed calls from Zayn, Harry, and Niall along with a bunch of texts. I ignored them putting my phone into the hoodie pocket. I heard a loud crack of thunder from the distance and I knew that it was about to rain once again.

It was sprinkling before it began to pour down rain causing me to get soaking wet, but I didn't care, I only sat there letting it rain on me. The wind began to blow making it chilly outside, I started to sneeze and cough knowing that I was starting to get sick. I was shivering now at how cold it had gotten within two minutes.

I saw headlights in the distances as they progressively got closer to where I was. I knew it was dangerous to be out here with Liam and Nick loose but for some reason I just didn't care at the moment. The head lights stopped in front of me shining the light right into my eyes as I heard a car door shut while footsteps began to approach me.

That's when I knew it wasn't anyone from Liam's side once I was pulled into a strong hug as my head rested on their hard toned chest. "You gave me a heart attack." He said now cupping my cheeks and looking me dead in the eyes. His hair was in a quiff but now that it was raining so hard his hair was soaked and in his face.

"I-I just- I'm sorry." I stuttered as my lips began to quiver. He scooped me up into his arms and carried me to his car. Surprised that he had a blanket in the car he wrapped me up in it and began to drive away. "M-my car." I said shaking and he turned up the heat before rubbing his thumb over my leg.

"It's taken care of, just get warmed up okay." He said, I wrapped the blanket around me even tighter so I could creat some body heat which wasn't working for me so well. My eyes felt heavy as I began to fall asleep in the car.

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who do you think came and got addie?

and fuxk you randy, you arsehole!

nicole xx