Not Over ➝ a.i.

26

I woke up in a room, utterly confused I looked at what I was wearing which were sweatpants and a t-shirt that looked like it belonged to Ashton. That's when it all came back to me, I was out last night in the rain until I was picked up. Yet I remember my clothes soaking wet from being outside- yeah I really don't want to know how I got into these clothes, I fear it'd make it awkward. Unless I dressed myself, surely I could've remembered that?

I rubbed my head and started to get up until a hand stopped me and laid me back down gently. "Take it easy Addie, you had one rough night kid." A familiar voice said to me, once I saw who it was I sat up quickly and hugged him tightly.

"How did you find me?" I questioned pulling away from our hug and crossing my arms.

He chuckled, "Addie please, I'm your best friend. I know where all your hiding spots are." He chuckled nudging me and I giggled. "The lads were awfully worried about you, they called me hoping I'd know where you were, and luckily I did." He explained.

I looked down and realized what I was wearing and looked back up at Luke with wide eyes. "Did you um- how did I get into these clothes?" I questioned and Luke laughed, "Luke!" I screeched smacking him in his arm.

"Hey, chill. Mum helped dress you, she told me I wasn't allowed in here until you were dressed. You're wearing my clothes though." He explained and I took a deep breath feeling relieved that Luke wasn't the one to dress me. "And so what if I did dress you, it's not like I haven't seen you naked before Addie." He laughed and I laughed too before I realized what he said.

"Wait what," I said looking at Luke who seemed to have seen a ghost. "You've seen me naked?!" I questioned and he bit down on his bottom lip.

"Well you see it was an accident- actually, let's not discuss this right now. Are you hungry?" He asked changing the subject, I narrowed my eyebrows at him as he walked towards the door. "I'm starving." He said, I got up out of the bed and started running towards him, he screamed like a little girl and ran down the hall before descending the stairs quickly.

"Lucas!" I yelled down the stairs as I chased him all around the house. I finally decided to hide under the counter so he wouldn't see me. He finally too a breather, surprisingly right near me. I jumped out and tackled him to the ground as he let out a squeal.

"Okay, okay, I'm sorry!" He said putting his hands up in defense. "It was along time ago too, I didn't know you were changing." He admitted, the fact that he's known this for the longest time and never told me made me a little angry at him.

"I'd be mad at you but I can't." I groaned getting off of him, "We are too good of friends for me to get that mad at you." I said rolling my eyes.

"Can I just say this now before you become all calm?" He asked, turning around I looked at him with my arms crossed.

"What?"

"You have a nice arse Addie." He said nodding his head. I moved towards him and he stepped back quickly knocking down a plastic bowl. "Okay I'm sorry, but it's true." He said as he picked up the bowl and set it back on the counter.

"There she is!" Another familiar voice said filling the silent kitchen with noise now. I felt arms wrap around me and give me a tight hug.

"Hello Michael." I greeted him as he gave me a million kisses on my head.

"Lexi is on her way over, Zayn's bringing her. She's a little moody he said because she refused to go to sleep last night." Luke said and I felt super awful that I never came back home like I said I was.

"It's all my fault." I said sliding down the counter and sitting on the floor with my knees up to my chest.

"What do you mean?" Michael asked taking a seat next to me. I ran my fingers through my tangled hair and sighed.

"Everything that's happened, it's my fault. Getting you guys involved with Zayn since I got kidnapped, you being hit by that blue car four years ago, the reason you and Ashton aren't friends, and-"

"Addie stop it!" Luke snapped cutting me off. I looked up at him as he groaned running his fingers through his hair which wasn't quiffed up. "None of this is your fault, alright. If anything it's all of our faults, okay." Luke said sharing the blame, but it didn't feel that way to me. I felt like I'm to blame.

"Okay." I said just wanting to drop it but Michael was now in my face.

"That wasn't a very confident 'okay'." Michael said putting air quotations around okay.

"I still feel like I'm to blame, no matter how many times you guys tell me otherwise." I admitted, Luke sat down in front of me and grabbed my hands holding them in his.

"Listen to me," Luke spoke softly to me, "I know how it feels, wanting to put all the blame on yourself, but you can't do that love. You can't stress yourself out like that, you know you aren't to blame but you feel like you have to blame yourself, and you don't." Luke explained to me as he rubbed the back of my hands with his thumbs.

"But Luke-" I was cut off by him pulling me closer to him so I was practically in his lap as he hugged me tightly giving me a kiss on my temple.

"Stop blaming yourself, let it all go." Luke said running his fingers through my hair.

"Let it go! Let it go!-" Michael belted before Luke cut him off.

"No!" Luke yelled causing Michael to stop.

"Shut up Luke." Michael groaned now standing up.

The doorbell rang and Michael quickly ran to answer it, Luke and I got up from the floor. I heard screaming and laughing, quickly rushing towards the noise I noticed Michael and Lexi hugging each other tightly as he gave her a million kisses.

"There's my little punk rocker." Michael said and Lexi gave him a fist numb making Michael go crazy because he thought it was so cute, and it was.

"Mommy!" She yelled squirming out of Michael's hold, she ran over to me and jumped up, catching her I gave her a tight squeeze and kissed her cheek.

"I'm so sorry I didn't get to tuck you in last night baby." I cooed to her apologizing for last night.

"It's okay, Zen sang to me." She said and I smiled widely from hearing that.

"Okay, I think it's time to go on home." I told her, Lexi pouted but didn't argue with me as I headed to the door to see Harry standing there with his hands in my pocket.

"Ready to go." Harry said and I nodded as we headed out the door and getting into the car.

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lucas you cheeky devil!

nicole xx