Newly Not Cis

Interlude-1 Adam and Jamie Bonding

(YOOOOOOOOO Back after like 5 months. Anyway, in case you somehow haven't heard I mainly post to scribble hub now. The link will be in the comments below. There are two more chapters up there! Hope to see you there. and if not ill upload the rest of the chapters when i get the chance)

Jamie had been warned this would happen. She was just glad she'd kind of gotten on Adam's good side because the only person she wanted to talk about it with was a guy. She couldn't handle her mother rambling about how she was really a woman now just because she bled through her underwear.

Maybe she was lucky; she'd figured a month in something like this would happen, she'd been warned it would happen, so she did some research on menstruation. Research made her incredibly worried about the future and how she was going to cope with the reminder that she was a girl. It was surprising when it sneaked up on her. No cramps, no extreme pain, just some mild irritability, but that was par for the course when one was in her position. The biggest issue was dysphoria, the second was the blood and hiding the evidence until she could get to school and ask Adam what the fuck she was meant to do.

"What's wrong, Jamie?"

"Nothing." The first time she'd heard that in a while, and of course it was when she didn't want to answer.

"You can't hide anything from me, sweetie."

"You didn't notice I was a girl for a week, Mum." She tried to imbue as much venom into those words as she could. There was no way she was taking any of her mum's lies anymore. It was tiring, and she was already exhausted.

"And whose fault is that?"

"Mine."

"That's right. Now, what's the problem?"

"Nothing, I'm just tired." A half-truth was better than a lie. She'd been getting better at lying, but not enough to fool her mum, yet.

"It's only been two weeks, it'll get easier with time."

"Thanks, Mum." She just had to make it through this conversation and talk to Adam.

Thank god for the Internet. Once she got away from the table, it was time to get things cleaned up and get ready for the discomfort to come. Surprisingly, it wasn't hard to get something to stay in place and catch the blood; it was uncomfortable, but it would do until she got to school.

Next thing was clothes; she was lucky that she didn't have to do the whole dress song and dance anymore. Two weeks was enough for everyone to get the memo, Jamie was a girl, and she could wear what she wanted. Today that would be a hoodie and some jeans, women's jeans. She hoped it would be fine.

"I'm ready."

"You're early."

"I need to talk to someone."

"What about, sweetie?"

"I just need to talk to a guy." It felt like a betrayal to herself to utilise her mum's stupid expectations, but she needed to listen.

"I'll get you to your boyfriend, then, just give me a second."

The car ride to school was uncomfortable for two reasons. One, her mum had caught on to the fact Jamie had feelings for Nick, and she kept pestering her to talk about it. Two, she might have been wrong about avoiding cramps.

The pain made her hopeful when it first appeared. It was gradual at first, like when the pain first started the night her body changed. Maybe a period was all it took for her body to return to normal. The pain started to ramp up as the car ride went on, her insides stung and felt like they were being shredded. Her chest felt sensitive and she just wished it would be over. The last time she'd had pain like this, she woke up with tits, so maybe this time she'd get to school and they'd be gone. She just had to bear with it and not let her mum notice the amount of pain she was in. A distraction, that was what she needed. She pulled out her phone; she had to get a message to Adam.