Lisa pov
He said he want to see me before i left and he want me to see that he will gave the black card on them i want to see it too and they already there they are mad at m- wait did they know about this now no
I enter the office they already start
"Ohhh lisa i was about to get mad at you again" i roll my eyes and sit one block away from jennie i saw him smirk since i didn't have thing to do i lean my head on table and hide my face
Cause i feel like crying if i still look at him
"Since your complete i giving you a beautiful chirstmas surprise, jennie jisoo rosé you three will have you own black cards" i heard he said i smile a bit hearing those make me really haooy at least i did something good before i left this group
"B-black card" rosé i know she is shock
"But what about lisa" jennie said so i don't have anything so say i up my head and look at him he smirk
"He let me.chose black card or vacation i choose vacation since it had a big exchange " i explain i feel his arm on my legs i lool at him
"Stop it" i whisper to him and he let go i roll my eyes i can't cry infront of them i can still feel the pain on my back
"Lisa here i know you need it" he said and give me one black box i open and see a medicine
"Hah yoi were the one who made this to me " i whisper i gave back the box
"I didn't had any more thing to do i will go see you next month" i said and give jennie my last smile but she roll my eyes on me my heart i fast walk towards the exit and when the door shut excatly my tears drop
Why i need to feel this o hate it i hate it im so dirty i even i lie to them i didn't going to thailand cause he never let me
I will stay at my condo for a month and i don't think i will not encounter them since thier family is on korea too
"Lis why you crying" annie appear i hug her so tight we fall she hugged me
"He did it again unnie im so dirty im so disgust on my self " i said hitting my body my body that so dirty a lit of time he touch it kiss and suck it i hate those memories
"But you choose thier future than yours lisa you choose to be silent so face the consequences" i nod we both walk towards the van and i enter on it
Jisoo pov
I saw thag he touch lisa under the table even where infront of them were now walking towards the dorm
'goshh i saw thag too she hit her slef too hard thnakfully not too much saw that" were urious so we called the girl
"Who are you talking about" rose ask she at her memberz
"One of our bias lisa from blackpink she was collaps on annie and she suddenly hit her self we got scared to we left fast" lisa why would she hit her slef what a freak jennie just enter the dorm and i follow them since our familiay near by each other so we can see each other evwry day
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Four of them live well in past one week somethime jennie was in same place where is lisa but theg never see each other
One week but it's getting too hard for lisa she is living alone and she is scared for her own safety she is getting skinnier but that week is feel like a dream for lisa just a simple week for her
While three of them having fun while not knowing the blackcard they using is the thing that made lisa like that
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A week past again and nothing progress on lisa she so depress and a always feel the heat she feel
While the three getting much more wieght and in happy time for each other so much fun they celebrate chrismas on each other a lot more happier and such a good time for jennie to forget lisa in such a sort time
Lisa celebrate her chirstmas alone she doesn't even feel the word enjoy in her vacation or she could call it hell
Annie will always visit her but she can only do is to cry in lisa situation not eating too much and always not in her self
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Last three days lisa decide to eat more to not them notice she got skinny and bit she can't she visit doctor once and he said do not force you swlf to eat too much for you to get in back size
Lisa was now going to her doctor to get a shot but an unexpected happen she crossed the way towaeds her three members the look so much opposite to her thier smile is so mich different and lisa can only said 'its more better if im not with them' she just look down and go in the way where her doctor stay
