Lisa pov
Im now infrint of our dorm feeling so nervous, i enter and didn't get welcome by someone, i look somewhere they are not here
I enter my room and lock it i enter my bathroom and ipen the bath i get in with my clothes
I start to cry again, why why it need to be me, i didn't do something to make me feel this ,
I was good all the time i didn't do something bad, i obey all thing peoplensay to me, i soap my body i almost finish the soap
I feel so dirty, again in my life i feel dirty again , i saw a bruises on my stomach, why not she punch too much i will not suprise if i had this
, I get off the bath took off all my clothes and just trow it, i pick some clothes and wore them
I lay on my bed and cover it with blanket
Jennie pov
Im having a good conversation with one of the member of exo
I just got his number, he was a good talk buddy, and he always make me laugh, i usually get my time practicing on my solo or just texting her
It's been a month since i got the news of releasing my solo, and i didn't much have to do , i enter our dorm to just see rose and jisoo
"You finally back" jisoo said in sarcastic tone i smile at her i really had a good mood
"You seem so much fine, while your girlfriend i suffering , she is so hot, almost fainted" rose said i widen my eye omo i totally forgot about her
I run tiwards her room but it was lock
"Unnie please open it" i begged to jisoo unnie
"No jennie, she want some aline time, she look so scared this past few days, and she had so much bruise , and she was crying everyday, you didn't know that cause you busy of something" jisoo said
"It was my solo" i answer
"Don't give a fvck jennie, your solo is dine it will ready to release "rose said yes she is right i recetly meeting him this fast few weeks
We got really close to each other , and i had this feeling for him that i can't explain , ine thing i know i like him
Lisa pov
Im tired , i had a lot of scedule, i just got okey to my sick, and i never talked to jennie since that day
Cause i never see her, i was here in some resturant i suddenly crave for icecream
I just waiting until someone got my attention, it broke my heart, her smile she was so happy, him feeding her , u smile bitterly
I got my icecream and pay for it and once again look at them and leave
"Now i know, i won't judge you, i hurt you so many time, this is not a surprise to me, seeinh you inlive with some one
And losing live for me, i know this going to happen , i was just hurt seeing you hapoy with him ....... Nini
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I went home i trow the ice cream, i enter the door saw them so sweet i smile and enter my room
"Leo come here" i call my pet leo i just brought her recently, he is my cudling buddy , is so fluffly and soft
He is just , nevermind he is my comfort zone this days , hurt and tiredness leave my body as soom as he walk towards me , i smile so wide as i saw him
"Mommy missed you so much" im suddenly crying i just can't believe what i saw earlier, i don't have a dare to hurt
I did much more of that to her, i hurt her more than she hirting me now, but i all did that for her, and this is not for me
I wonder how she lost her live to me
"Jen" i heard a shout i ignore it, i still cudling with leo when someone knock so hard on my door
"Fvcking open this door lalisa" a angry voice it was from jennie i sigh and open it, a loud slap will heard i fall down
"So that's why you didn't go home that day, cause you are having fun fvcking that girl sunmi" she shout at me i feel a tears down on mu cheek it was hurt i stood up
"Who even tell you that" i said as i saw jisoo unnie wide her eye as she saw me, i smile bitterly , and wipe my tears
"Wwll it just sunmi gave me the video" she said and make me saw it, i nod bitterly and fake smile
"Think what you want but i surely assure you i didn't do something bad" i said i think twice but my decission is final , i leaf my shirt
"See this, it's been moth but this bruise never leave my stomach know why, i just got r-raped, it was hurt ofcourse but i can't fight, i know that was not my first tume experiencing it but it still leave a trauma on me, that video , yoi didn't saw how i struggle how i cry, you didn't know what happen after that video, YOU DIDN'T KNOW CAUSE YOUR FVCKING BUSY WITH SOMETHING, YOU DIDN'T KNOW YOU DON'T GAVE A FVCK, i was hurt jennie, and where are you, having your stupid fvcking ice cream with your lover boy," i look at her and chuckle
"I can't blame you , if i were in you side i will definatelly do the same , but im sorry i was not there to cheer you up, i wasn't there to do the things he do to you, i never there to fullpill your needs " i said and leo came she look down
"Im leaving blackpink" last word i say and close my door , i hear a knocbut i don't care i carry leo and we go in my bed and close my eye,
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