𝚒𝚕𝚢𝚜𝚖 ♡ {𝙰𝚜𝚑 𝚇 𝙴𝚒𝚓𝚒 𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜}

Tired

(This oneshot is based on the song Tired by beabadoobee. You can listen to the song at the top if you want. Anyway's I hope you guy's enjoy! This one's pretty short but I just got this idea while I was listening to the song so I decided to write abt it. This chapter is pretty dark and might be pretty triggering to some of you so I understand if you want to skip it. Love you! <3)

(⚠️TW: suicide & overdose⚠️)

|Eiji's POV|
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"You haven't been good for long.

Is it the sound of your own thoughts?

That always keep you up at night."

That's what Ibe said to me. It's true, everything he said. I don't remember the last night time I felt happy. After since day I heard that he passed away the only emotions I felt were guilt, nothing, and sadness. My brain told me hurtful things, I could never get a good sleep.

'This is all your fault.'

'This is all your fault.'

That's what they always said.

It never changed.

People told me over and over.

That those thoughts weren't true.

But I believed those thoughts in my brain.

Every time I heard them.

I didn't tell Ibe but right after he said that my thoughts said,

'Maybe it's time to say goodbye. 'Cause I'm getting pretty fucking tired.'

|Nobody's POV|
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That night that black haired boy was found dead in his room, an empty pill capsule next to him. He was pale and his hair was a mess. Nobody has ever seen him like that.

There was a note beside his hand that read,

I'm sorry for leaving this world. I haven't felt right, for days. I thought maybe it was time to shut away, 'cause I've never really felt okay. I love you all.

           Love,
                            Eiji ♡

End~

Hey please read! I just wanted to seriously talk for a second. If you're having suicidal thoughts please talk to someone. I know it might feel like it won't get better but please just hang in there for me. There are so many great opportunities you will miss if you leave this world, so many fun times you will not will able to have. I know it might feel like nobody loves you but I assure you there at least one person that loves you because I do. I love and care for you all. If you guys ever need to talk to someone my messages are always open. Also, thanks for much for all of the support you guys have given me. I never thought that my story would blow up like this so thanks for making it happen :). I love to see you guys interact and comment on my things. You guys are all so sweet. Love you, Izzy out :) ✌❤