𝚒𝚕𝚢𝚜𝚖 ♡ {𝙰𝚜𝚑 𝚇 𝙴𝚒𝚓𝚒 𝙾𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚝𝚜}

All he wanted

All I wanted was for Ash to be okay.
I would do anything to make him happy.
But he wasn't okay.
He never was going to be okay.

"Why?", you may ask.

He's dead.

He's gone.

Never coming back.

Now he's probably burning in Hell. A place I don't think he deserved to go.

Yep.

That's life isn't it?

We can cry and wish they will come back but it will only happen in our dreams.

We can yell at our ceiling every night and cry into our pillows.

Scream at the gods for being unfair.

Nothing will change.

Those we love will never come back.

The person I love will never come back.

Everyone has to move on.

I'll never move on though.

Sure, it was a short amount of time we shared but I loved him.

I love him.

I miss him everyday.

Ash, I know you won't be able to see this but I'm sorry you didn't get the happy ending you deserved.

I wish I told you how much I cared about you.

Or how much I love you.

I wish I could show you what love feels like.

It's too late now.

-Eiji Okumura

(heh.. pain. Anyways I just wanted to vent bc Ash and Eiji deserved a happy ending. Vote if you enjoyed <33)