OK guys I need to let off some steam...
Do you know how when u try to prevent something bad so u do somethimg and then UR SHIT TOTALLY BACKFIRES AMD MAKES THE SITUATION BLOW UP EVEN HARDER THAN IT SHOULD HAVE???!!
Ok well u can probably tell tht this bullshit just happened to me
How tf does this happen????
IM SO DONE!
OK so I liked my ex and I tried to prevent losing him so I tried to make him happy, but now he told me I need stop talkn to him!
HOW TFU EVEN DO THT??!! DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW MUCH THIS HURT ME???!!!
I tried-I tried fuckn hard OK??
All the times I stayed by his side. He disrespected my comfort zone and argued with me about my comfort zone. BUT GUESS TF WHAT?? I STAYED BY HIS FUCKN SIDE!!
He stayed by my side when I went through the worst shit and even let me fall for another guy
He was my friend and I stupidly wanted to ask him out TO MAKE HIM HAPPY, then changed my mind and said nah never mind cuz I'm bipolar and I will legit KILL us
I told him and he said I quote 'I honestly didn't speak up cuz I didn't want to go back out either'
LIKE TF ARENT WE ON THE SAME PAGE HERE??!??!!
AND THEN HE TOLD TO STOP TLKIN TO HIM AND THT HE WAS DONE!!
DONE WITH WHAT???? BEING A FUCKIN FRIEND TO ME WHEN MY WORLD IS SECRETLY AND SLOWLY BEING TORN???
WHO EVEN IS MY FRIEND OR SOMEOME THT CLAIMS IT AND WHEN SHIT FALLS APART U JUST LEAVE LIKE U WERE NEVER EVEN HERE??!!
Who TF is right?? I honestly don't know anymore like why am I a people pleaser??? Sometimes I just want to not give a FUCK WHAT U SAY!! ITS BULLSHIT ANYWAY! JUST SOUNDS COMING OUT OF UR MOUTH THT ARE WORTHLESS!!!
None of this is meant towards u guys, but I wish I had more like u
So far I know two people who will never yell at me or befriend me maybe I have others but I NEED HELP
ITS LIKE ALMOST EVERYONE IS MY ENEMY AND TWO PEOPLE ARE THE ONLY ONES WHO R HERE TP GIVE A DAMN
U guys r but u r not physically here or it would be kinda creepy if u were in m bedroom
SEE IM JUS A BIPOLAR DUMB BITCH
SRY if u r a child and I jus exposed ur tiny heads to bad words OK?
I'm done
Bye love u and the for actually reading
