Love Story ng Fangirl

LUCAS's P.O.V

Why on earth am I feeling these things?

It was after the concert, after that concert. In that Big dome, full of hundreds of people. I saw this girl. She’s in the lower actually. She keeps on looking at me. Even when I am looking on the camera of some people who asked for picture, I can see her from my peripheral vision. Her eyes, were like trying to tell something and I feel like I wanted to know it. She makes me want to talk to her. But I can’t talk to stranger. I can’t talk to fan girl like her because she might just take advantage of my connection with her idol. And when I saw her trying to catch other fan girls attention it seems like she wants to be there too. I looked at her for a moment and she saw it. We sort of made a connection and I feel like wanting her with me. Should I talk to the marshals now? Or to my brother? I even think of asking my brothers girl friend to surprise her. Then in that thanksgiving party I was thinking that I would be able to see her. The way she acts when she is excited to meet Ate tin is just the cutest thing for me right now. And when we made that connection again and she said hi, I started feeling butterflies so I broke the eye connection thing. Coz’ I still can’t handle this feeling. And now I guess fate is playing with me, coz the one that I’ve been thinking about for 2 weeks and 5 days to be exact is now near me. Should I say hi? Should I ask her if she want something to drink? No that’s too presko. Or should I start a conversation about ate tin? But I don’t have my wallet with me. Snap! It’s with Peter. I am such a moron! So what would I do now, this is really the most embarrassing moment of my life……

But you came, you saved me. It wasn’t the typical boy saves girl scene this is a reversed one. I am so shy but so thankful because I was able to pay my bill and I was able to talk to you, for the first time. I don’t know why I wanted to ask more, but then you need to go. I thought bringing up ate tin will stop you from running away, but I was wrong. You didn’t take advantage of that moment just to see your idol, though I know inside your heart you do really want to say Hi to her. You are a different kind of girl, I followed you and I saw you counting the remaining coins left on your pocket. I saw you holding just 4 pieces of 5 peso coin. You exchanged coffee to palamig just to save a not so complete stranger. And I am truly amazed by you, and I know this is weird, coz’ I don’t even know your name. but why do I want to know her? Why?