Love Story ng Fangirl

Chapter 5 Another Encounter

Iniisip ko ngayon kung meron bang babae ang nakakarelate sa sitwasyon ko. NBSB na na broken hearted. Paano?! So another realization is that hindi totoo na kailangan mo munang masubukan bago mo malaman. Minsan may mga case pala na hindi mo pa sinusubukan o susubukan mo palang nasaktan ka na. Parang pag inom ng kape, titikman mo palang napaso kana agad. Sino kayang babae ang nakakaramdam ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Yung tipong one sided love na nga di ka pa kilala ng nung gusto mo and yet nasasaktan ka niya. Hahaha. Paano? So dahil ang dami dami kong iniisip, naisipan kong sundin yung advice ng author nang nabasa kong moving on book lately yung Dear Alex, Break na kami. Paano?! Love, Catherine. Ewan ko ba, nakarelate ako kahit na di naman ako galling a break up. Okay Assumingera nanaman ang pangalan ko ngayon. Anyways sabi sa book makakatulong daw na pag may pera ka mag one time bigtime ka daw. So since marami akong ipon dahil lately nililibre nman ako ni Sig sa restaurant nila. Magshoshopping ako. Una kong pinuntahan ay ang bookstore at bumili ako ng mga libro like Why we broke up?, The 5 people you meet in heaven and before I fall. After nun I bought a shoes and a dress. Bumili rin ako ng kikay kit kasi ewan ko I feel like spending money. Gusto ko lang talaga gumastos. So pati sila mom and dad and friends inilan ko rin ng mga stuffs. After how many hours of walking the mall alone and buying stuffs for myself and for my loved ones naramdaman ko yung pagod. Pero my heart is still delighted. Naghanap ako pinaka malapit na coffee shop kasi kapaeng kape na yung buong pagkatao ko. And when I entered the shop, I feel like destiny is playing with me. Because guess what.

He is here. Lucas Soriano is here. I saw him at the counter seems like he just order somethings. Gusto kong lumabas dahil nasa tapat palang nman ako door at that time. but I feel like there's something wrong about me. I can't take one more step to be futher away from him. So I take courage and took few steps be nearer and at that time it was just me and him in the counter. My mind keeps on telling me to ignore him. And to just think that he is just a complete stranger. Sam you don't know anything about him. He is just the brother of your idols boyfriend. But then nung magbabayad na siya sa counter, parang pinaglalaruan talaga ako ng tadhana kasi nawawala yung wallet niya actually not sure if nawawala, nanakaw o naiwan niya basta ang sure is wala siya pambayad. Kaso ako naalala ko na last money ko na to. hindi ko siya babayaran hindi pwede kasi he's a stranger and another thing kapeng kape na ako. But then I ended up

"Hi, missing wallet?" I took courage to start the conversation which I really don't do.

"Yeah" Lucas answered

"Here, you can use this first."

"No it's ok, I mean this is really embarrassing." He said.

"No, it's really ok. Wag ka magalala secret lang natin to." trying to make him smile, coz' he feels so embarrassed.

"Thank you." Then he smiled.

No, you can't look at him in the eyes again Samiantha. You shold go now. C'mon! move!

"I should go now, hinahanap na ko samin e." fake rushing.

"How about your coffee?" he asked.

"Naumay ako sa amoy e, magwawater nalang ako. Sige, I need to go now."

Palusot.com Samiantha Elijah Soriano at kalian ka pa naumay sa amoy ng kape?

kung pwede mo nga lang gawing pabango yun ginawa mo na diba? Umuwi ka na nga lang. and when I am supposed to leave.

"Hey, I will tell ate tin you said hi."

My world stops for a while and wait he remembers me. He knew I was a fangirl. He knew me. He knew me. I didn't have the guts to look back, so I just said.

"Yea, Thanks! Bye."

Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Mo ako natatandaan? Dapat hindi mo na ako kilala. Dapat inisnub mo ako e. Why did you even bring up ate tin in the conversation? Lucas Soriano, How do I unlike you? (Original na yan, di na yank ay ginny ah.)