Love Story ng Fangirl

CHAPTER 12

It’s been six months na rin pala. And dami nalang nagbago. My life now seems to be so extra ordinary. Actually hanggang ngayon feeling ko panaginip parin lahat e. etong moment na to na nakakapit ako sakanya habang angkas niya ako sa jetski, yung feeling when he is teaching me how to ride a jetski, when we were taking a nap under a coconut tree, when we eat and laughed out loud together, when we make our sand castle togeteher And when we are taking photo’s of us together. It was like the happiest day of my life. and even I don’t know what’s gonna happens next? What I just know now is that Love? “Falling in love-you should go with it, regardless of whether or not your heart gets smashed. You'll be a better person.”Sandra Bullock Iremembered the prayer in the book the fault in our stars “Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things that we can’t change and the courage to change the things we can. And the wisdom to know the difference.” Oh God, I know you know how much I wanted for him to feel the same way too. I hope he is feeling this too. I wanted to take a chance on him.

While walking at the shore hindi naming namamalayan na unti unti na pala kaming naghahawak ng kamay. And when we did I feel like not letting go of his hands anymore. so on our day in the island ate tin and ate althea woke me up and said it’s girls day. Sobrang blessed ko talaga. Kasi sobrang tamang tao yung mga pinili kong idolohin. They never made me feel na hindi ako karapatdapat to be with them with them I always feel that I belong. We are going to try snorkeling for today but without the boys then when we opened the door. There are three boxes where our names are on it. When we opened it we saw a dress. And on that dresses there’s a note.

Note for tin: “You are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, looking forward to see you everytime you wake up. Only yours David”

Note for Althea: “I’ve been waiting for you to wake up and now that you’re finally are I wanted to spend every sleepless nights with you. Love Marco

Note for Samiatha: “You’re the sweetest thing that took all my bitterness away. I have a lot to say tonight, wear this. –Lucas”

Unlike ate tin and ate althea hindi ko alam kung may karapatan na ba akong kiligin or what. Hindi ko na talaga maintindihan ang set up naming ganito. Clarifications please.

But then we went snorkeling na. sobrang nageenjoy kami sa company ng isa’t isa. Super girls bonding talaga yung nangyari. And the most flattering part is when they’ve shared they dreams to me. Sabi nila gusto daw nila magkaroon ng concert together and ng TV Show together and they asked me what’s mine and I told them I was once dreaming of things that ought to be impossible but since I’m here with you I’ve proven myself wrong. I wanted to be a director, I want to show people the movies in my head, I want to share my story, I want people to believe that nothing is impossible with God. So after the underwater adventure and some realtalks which I really treasure. Pumunta na kami sa hotel room naming to change clothes para sa party tonight. So this is it I’ll be wearing this dress he gave to me. I’m so curious and nervous because of his message. What will he tell me? Will he tell me he loves me too? Will he give me the bracelet? I’m now starting fantasizing things again. But it’s so hard for me to stop what I am feeling for you right now Lucas. I just can’t.