Love Story ng Fangirl

Chapter 2 The Next Encounter

I’m starting to feel Erick’s coldness now, I feel sorry for him. I really do. But then I can’t give him what he wanted. But I hope he knows I love him…… as a friend.

After 2 periods vacant naming ni Joey we’re waiting for Bettina kasi it’s girls day today. Ganun kasi kami sa barkada every Thursday ay Girls are girls and Boys are boys day. So kahit na hindi gusto ni Frankie sumama samin kailangan niyang magpakatomboy kasi lalaki parin siya. Napagusapan naming na magmall today nakuha kasi naming yung mga sweldo namin for being an academic scholars. Kaya naman kahit adik akong fan I still try my hardest dahil naniniwala ako na ang fangirling sakin lang yun, but studies?  it’s not just for me it’s for my family. And I want to make them proud. Okay medyo madrama nanaman ako siguro kakanuod ko ng mga movies ni Ate Tin kaya ganito. Fan girl e, I can’t stop myself from day dreaming that one day, my life will be stable too like tin and one day, one man will complete this fan girl’s lovestory.

“Samiantha Elijah Soriano! Are you with us?”

Okay, okay, I forgot. I also hear my whole name whenever my friends feel na wala nanaman ako sa earth and lumulutang nanaman ang isip ko sa space.

“Yes, Yes. So where are we?”

“Hey! Sam and friends!” out of nowhere may biglang tumawag sakin, when I look behind me I saw My Tin Believers Friends. (yung mga ka fan girl ko) My friends at school and my fan girlfriends are quite acquainted na sa isa’t isa kaya naman at this moment isa kaming epitome ng girl power.

“Sam, pupunta kaming eastwood bukas sama ka?” Ate Ria asked me.

“Anong meron sa Eastwood bukas te?” I replied.

“My Big Event si Tin dun tomorrow, it’ll be special daw kaya pupunta ang lahat. So dapat ikaw rin.” She explained.

“Ate Ria talaga, edi sinabi mo nalang sana sakanyang Obligepumunta diba?” another fan girl joked.

(Everybody Giggled)

  Next day was the big event. So kagaya ng lahat excited ako sa kung anong pwedeng mangyari. Medyo preneprepare na naming mga fan na proposal ni kuya David kay Ate Tin ang magaganap. But then we don’t want to expect because the more you expect the higher the possibilities of disappointments. Sinalubong ako sa LRT Station ng mga Fan Girlfriends ko dahil hindi ko alam puntahan yung venue. While we’re walking nagaasaran kami tungkol sa mga nakaqouta nung concert. Then ate kris showed us her phone and said..

“Ah, basta ako may picture kami ni Lucas”

Then another fan girl who likes Lucas gagged. “Akala ko ba isang pamilya tayo ditto? Akala ko ba sabay sabay tayong tatanda?”

(Another Treasured moment happen)

When we are already there, the whole place was full of dancing lights the music are upbeats and modern, and we just feel like dancing. May pagkaspecial kami today because our seats are so near on the stage, meaning it’s easy for us na makapagmoment kay Tin. The place is not yet crowded when we arrived. Kaya naman nakarami pa kami ng groupie at kanya kanyang selfie. Then unti unti ng nagsisidatingan ang mga guest. We saw other fan groups who also supports ate tin and her sister Ate Althea. Sobrang charming din talaga kasi ni ate althea kaya hindi ko rin mapigilan ang sarili to love her. Dumating na yung mga pinsan nila, then mga tita nila pagfangirl ka kasi kilala mo halos lahat ng nasa family tree nila (Lol. Pati mga kaibigan ng kapatid at pinsan ng idol minsan kilala pa. HAHA)Lumabas narin ang mommy at daddy ni tin, then nakita na naming si kuya Gen (Driver ni Tin) at si Ate Merry ( PA ni tin o diba lahat kilala fan girl talaga HAHA.) at dahil fan girl nga halos barkada mo na rin sila. At ibig sabihin syempre pag anyan na sila, andyan narin si Idol! Lahat di na mapalkali, lahat nagdedelete na ng selfies para may pang picture kay idol. At lahat ilalabas na ang powerbank para sigurado na di malobat in case na magkamoment kayo bigla.                                                                   But I was really shocked sa nakita kong papasok, I saw Kuya David’s Family, His Mom Tita Mel and Dad Tito John and His Brothers Peter with his Girlfriend, Dave and Lucas. Grabe parang nung nagkita ulit si Marco at si Ginny sa starting over again. Yung sa kitchen ay. Okaya nman yung sinasabi ng Katniel sa movie nila nuon na slow mo.  Ganun yung pakiramdam ko habang naglalakad siya.

Palapit….ng palapit…ng palapit….ng palapit.

Then when he reached his seat, Lucas looked at his side and smiled at me.

“Ate Ria, ate ria (nanginginig sa kilig)” trying to catch the attention of the fan girl besides me.

“Sam, this is not the time to go to the Comfie ok? Tiisin mo nlng muna yang ihi mo okay? Baka lumabas na sila tin e.” she immediately stated.

“Ate naman e, din man po ako naiihi e.”

“E anong drama yan?”

“Ate si Lucas nasa tapat ko.”

“Oo alam ko.”

“Ate anong gagawin ko?”

“Ituloy mo yang epileptic skills mo para sumaya siya all throughout the show”

“Ha?”

“He’s watching you girl. And he’s laughing at you. Kaya girl mahiya ka naman.”           

I slowly turned my head to check him out and I saw him, he is looking at me again but this time he is with his big smile. Those smiles that can melt you’re heart and those magnetic eyes that once you look into it? It’ll be hard for you to escape. Pinlit kong ngumiti ng kahit na kabang kaba at sobrang bilis ng pintig ng puso ko at that time. I waved my hands ng very very light. But then he turned his head. And suddenly he broke the connection in our eyes. Frustrations, Disappointments came again. Assumingerang frog ko naman kasi e. nakakainis. Then the crowd started shouting, and then I saw Tin and David walking together. I feel happy, yes I do. You’re happy Sam! Be Happy! Why can’t I? uggghh. I hate this feeling.

So that’s it I realized how stupid I was to think that we could happen. You are so out of reach and yet I assumed, I assumed that it’s possible for us to be together. Nung inalis mo yung tingin mo sakin and when you ignored my “Hi” Lucas I feel dump. But I want to thank you for doing that, kasi at least habang maaga na realize kong isa lang akong Fangirl. Isang fan girl na kahit kalian hindi pwedeng maging katulad ni Idol. Hindi ko pwedeng ipilit ang sarili ko sa mundong hindi naman ao nababagay, sa mundo kung saan ka namamahay.