Love Story ng Fangirl

Lucas's P.O.V

Maraming sana, sana andyan ka pa, sana nasabi ko sayo lahat, sana hindi umabot sa ganito, sana mas nagging matapang ako, sana pinahalagahan pa kita, sana may tayo na, sana Masaya na ako, sana minahal mo ako, sana mahal mo parin ako at sana di ako nagpakatangga na nasa harapan ko na pinakawalan ko pa. Every moment5 we spent together is still fresh in my memory, I can still recall very detail of the day I started being an asshole. I thought being an actor will give me enough confidence to face you and say I am deeply in love with you. But it wasn’t enough. Kaya I devided just to work, to get drunk and regret my whole life. then one day someone told me you’re living the country. Sabi ko sa sarili ko “ikaw na bobo ka! Wag na wag mo siyang pigilan sa pagalis niya. Maging miserable ka habang Buhay dahil isa kang malaking tanga! You don’t deserve her! You’re such a Jerk!” Sam, if only I have the guts to say you are the special girl I am talking about, you’re the reason why I bought the bracelet because I wanted you to have it, I wanted to have you. But then I missed the chance to make you mine. After 5 years and 3 weeks Sam, I am still madly deeply inlove with you but still nothing chaged I am still a coward. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pag sayo tiklop na tiklop ako. Kaya ginusto kong magartista is because I wanted to prove myself and nagbakasakali ako na after sometimes I’ll gain enough confidence para humarap sayo at sabihing I really do love you, noon pa. Natakot lang ako sa pwedeng maging resulta.

The day I first met you again, I want to kiss you and hug you and tell you how sorry I am for being so stupid, so tanga to let you go easily. But then you seem to be stronger, tougher and I feel like being rejected agad kahit di mo pasinasabi. Damn it! I feel like a mess because of this cowardness you know? Pero mas dumoble yung kaba ko ngayon when I am in front or besides you. Kaya hinihintay ko na baka sakaling maibaling mo ang tingin mo sakin and finally after a long hour yes I caught your eyes. But I really hate destiny for making fun of me dahil biglang dumating si Stef. She’s every man’s dream kaya nga I was shocked when I am paired with her. Pero sila yun sam e at hindi ako dahil ako sila lang ang pinapangarap ko ikaw yun Sam. I really hope I could stay those words when your around.   

Nung day na pinakanta ako sa rehersals natin, I am really thankful for that because I finally got a chance to sing a song that really tell the whole story. I tried singing it from the heart hoping that you could listen and feel the messege as well. I was hoping na sana pagmulat ko you’re there and finally we could talk but then you’re gone. Lumabas ka and I saw you with Art. And I guess eto na yung pinaka kinakatakutan ko. You know why? You know why?

Because he has a crush on you. Kung pwede lang umepal at pigilan kayo sa paguusap that time gagawin ko e. but who am I to do that?

When ate tin arrived from the US we have some late dinner with kuya david and Art. Binalita na ni ate tin na she’ll be pursuing the concert and she found you and you agreed to be the director. I was so excited about it, really but then Art speaks and said

“Really? Director Samiantha Elijah Soriano? Paano? Why did you know her?”

Kuya david replied “Man! She was Luc’s Ex.”

“Oy ah! They we’re not together just to clarify things up.” Ate tin added. (defending Sam of course kahit na mas matagal na kaming magkakilala ni ate tin sam became so special to them and hindi nagtataka kung bakit.)

“She’s special to me.” I bravely said.

“She was special to you bro! pastense na eh ikaw talaga.” Art Cheeringly said.

Gusto ko sanang sabihin na it not pastense coz’ you still are so special to me sam, but then naunahan na ko magsalita ni Art.

“Ok guys since malapit na magmidnight this is so time for realtalks. Okay call me weird and corni but you know what I’ve been stalking Sam for several weeks ang galling ng mga commercials na ginagawa niya, mga interviews and her movies was a blast diba? Kaya naman sobrang crush ko siya eh. Kahit na mas bata siya ng 10 years sakin ag doesn’t matter bro, kaya if you’ll gonna ask me to be your musical director I am accepting it gusto niyo ngayon na eh ano?”

And kuya david make fun of him and said “Bro, you will not be the Musical Director I’m sorry.” And lumabas siya so si Art naman sinundan si Kuya saying “Hey Man1 Let’s talk about this! You can’t do this to me. I thought we’re bestfriends?” and ate tin laughed the whole time.

Sa mga narinig ko from Art. I wish kuya david was not joking. Sana hindi nalang siya ang maging Musical Director kasi Age and Experience palang talong talo na ko. Sa muka siguro may laban. Pero pagdating sa confidence sobrang olats talaga ako. E si Art. He’s more confident than kuya david pa nga e. I remember looking up to him dahil he’s been able to direct also events like you. Kaya next jamming with the staffs I know what to sing na Kunin mo na ang lahat sakin by Angeline Quinto.

Kaya naman I’ve decided na. na hindi ako magpapatalo kay Art. I don’t want to regret the second time around, you opened my heart Sam kaya I will fear no more, may the best man win and let the battle begin!