Love Story ng Fangirl

LUCAS'S P.O.V

I am about to sleep now and I was listening to music I’ve never heard before, it’s funny coz’ the song really describes what I really feel deep inside. The feelings and emotions I keep hiding. So I asked siri (apple feature) what song is this. Siri answered “Abot Langit by Silent Sanctuary.” I really had so much fun this day. At first I am really scared. Scared that she might take advantage of my connections but she never made me feel that way. She was always shy with that thing and for me it’s really cute. At their get together party I knew she’ll be there that’s why I texted ate tin to say hi to her coz’ I know that will make her happy. But at the aucton I didn’t know why she’s there. ut when I saw he I.d. ididn’t know why I am so glad. I alwys doubt that’s the thing about me. Kaya buti nlang I learned to take courage that time and I had a sort of conversation with her. I got her phone number and knew somethings about her aswell. Some emptiness inside me feelis like loaded by her presence. I didn’t even notice that’s it’s been 5 motnhs of exchanging messeges and thoughts with her. That’ why when a holiday comes and ate tin had a guesting she told me that she’ll be going there. I was like, I gotta be there too. So I ask my brother that I’ll be joining him at that event and he find it weird coz’ I don’t usually go to ate tins guesting. I am not a people person din kasi. But I really want to see her and bond with her face to face. Then when that day comes and I saw her at the door way I was nervous. Sweat was all over my body and I must admit that it’s really an awkward moment. But still we jived. The backstage thing, when they left her? It’s weird but honestly I’m happy they did. Because if not? I didn’t got to know her more. She is so siple and natural she is just so real, she let me know somefacts about her. She laughs hard and she don’t care what will she look like. And I like that. She don’t pretend to be somebody that she’s not. And she was never afraid to tell the world that she have so many insecurities. When we are at the arcade? My favorite part except from the basketball thigy was when she helped a boy to win a stuff toy and even used her own token. And when we sang our lungs out at the ktv? Inever sang that way before. Because I really don’t know how to. she’s funny and witty. She’s adventourous. When we are at the skating rink and I hold her hands, I am so glad that be passes the awkward stage. I told my brother to come with us because I know he’ll bring ate tin with him. And I just want to make her happy, for making so much happy for this day. I feel so free and doubtless, I feel strong coz’ I finally learned to take risk again after a long time. she’s just so cute whe she saw ate tin and ate althea. I like it when they easily feel comfortable with each other. I like it when she wears those big smiles. I like it when she’s nervous whenever her idols are around. I like looking at her having fun in my world. And one thing she made me realize is that we shoud find happiness in a mundane. You know ordinary things for you might mean the world to someone so you should treasure everything you have. Stop limiting yourself because of doubting. Face your fears, take courage. Thanks fangirl, I hope you too see you again soon.