The Taste of Trouble of Skinny Dipping

Chapter Four

Hate

"Tang nang pusong to! Kailan ka titigil titibok para sa kaniya!" Hiyaw ni Dee sa kawalan habang hawak- hawak ang isang bote ng alak na tinungga niya pagkatapos.

As much as I wanted to stop her from doing that, I chose to refrain from doing anything. She needs to let all out. What I am feeling right now for her is that I am hurt. I am not pitying her or judged her for loving my brother because in this world, we have free will that we used to decide logically, but sometimes, we tend to be irrational especially in the name of love. Kaya ng isip mong magdesesyon na iwasan ang taong mahal mo pero ang puso, di kayang diktahan kung sino ang mamahalin mo.

Kaya lang ako nasasaktan ay dahil ayaw kong nagkakaganun siya. Another thing is that, wala akong nakikitang pag- asa sa pagmamahal niya sa kapatid ko. Para lang siyang mag- isang nakikilaban sa gyera. And it pained as hell, especially it was my brother whom she loves to much. Mahal ko si Kuya at mahal ko si Dee. Kasama talaga sa pagmamahal ang masaktan ka, pero kasabay sana nun ay matuto ka at tanggapin ang bagay na dapat sinusukuan na.

My legs are crossed as well as my arms. I was just directly looking to the wasted Dee on the clouch drinking the alcohol directly from yhe bottle; mkahit kanina pa ako kinukulit ni Penny na pigilan siya.

"Dee tama na, kulang nalang ubusin mo ang alak dito... Ru ano ba!" Baling sakin ni Penny.

I groaned. Tumayo ako at hinila siya.

"What are you doing?" Nagtatakang tanong ni Penny sa akin. Hinatak ko kasi si Dee e.

"Relax Pen, magsasayawan lang kami nito!"  Sagot ko sabay binilangan ulit si Dee at kinuha ang bote ng alak na hawak niya.

"What the fuck!" She cursed after I successfully took away the bottle from her.

"Drink is over, let's dance at the dancefloor, " sigaw ko sa kaniya dahil for sure pag di ko nilakasan ang boses ko di niya ako maririnig. Bukod sa malasing na siya ay napakalakas ng tugtog sa bar na to!

Lumapad ang ngiti niya sa akin. Natawa tuloy ako. The moment I let her free from my grip muntikan na siyang matumba buti nalang maagap kong nakuha ulit ang kamay niya.

"Oopppy, little tipsy here!" She playfully said between breaths.

Napasinghap ako sa kawalan dahil sa kaniya.

"Sama ka sa amin sa gitna, sayaw din tayo!" Yaya ko kay Pen after kung isukbit ang braso ni Dee sa balikat ko. I look like her dumb assistant right now.

She quickly shake her head to me. Tsk. Kahit kailan talaga!

"Osya maiwan ka na muna namin diyan, pag may lumapit sayo jan at binastos ka pepper spray agad" Bilin ko sa kaniya and then drag Dee to the dancefloor.

Binitawan ko na siya pagkarating namin sa gitna. I quickly throw my hands in the air and seductively sway my hips side by side as I go along with the careless whisper song banging the atmosphere inside the bar. It is a remix of sultry and electronic beats. I look at Dee': direction and she is enjoying moving her body in more seducive movements. That's right Dee, let all you heartaches flows within yhe rhythm and tempo of the music. The song changed, this time it's a song from Pitbull and Cristina Aguillera "Feel the moment". We keep banging our heads and sways our hands in the air. This is why I love clubs, it sometimes helps us to destressed ourselves. I am not recommending it though dahil daming napapahamak din dito. As long as you know your limitation then it is still good.

May mga ilang lalaking lumalapit sa amin at sinabayan kami pero agad namin ding tinutululak, lalo na ako. Minsan gusto kong maglandi pero ngayon gabi, I let myself pass to that.