Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

Why Does it hurt so bad?

You're not mine

Never were

So, tell me darling

Why does it hurt so bad?

When you talk to her like she's all you'll ever see

You text her constantly, even when she doesn't reply

But why am I the one to initiate all our conversations?

Am I that pathetic, am I that worse?

That you're always flirting with her

And don't even bother to send me a "hi"

Am I the one asking for too much?

But I asked you right, the other night?

If I was annoying to you,

But you brushed it off, saying it wasn't true

I don't care if it makes me miserable or desperate

I'm not even asking you to give me all of you

Some minutes of conversation is all I crave for darling

That's all I need to satisfy these burning flames erupting inside of me

Some seconds of attention from you is all I live for darling

Cuz I know for sure that's all I'll ever be worth to you

And even when this all stabs my soul in every way

It's all worth it in my heart as long as it's you.

Hope you liked what you read, & also i hope you don't have to ever relate to it in any way.

Love,

A 💖💖