Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

Is it wrong ?

Is it wrong for me

To expect that we talk for more than 10 mins?

Just tell where I went wrong,

We used to talk for hours without fail

Now you have to find reasons

to end the call after ten minutes of formal talk

Just tell me please,

You say you miss me,

And I understand that you're busy

But can't I even expect more than a mere

"how are you, I'm fine" conversation

When I call you once a week?

I haven't met you in two years now,

Doesn't that make you want to run to me

Hug me, and see for yourself

How I really am?

And I don't wanna say anything

Cuz I'm scared,

Of you saying you don't wanna talk to me anymore

That you don't want me anymore

So instead, I'm convincing my head

That you genuinely don't have enough time

I'm convincing my heart

To hold on to whatever's being given

Cuz whether you do or not

I'll always love you,

Always have and always will.

This may not be my best work, but i needed to get this off my chest.

Also, this is not from a romantic relationship pov.(idk why i felt the need to clarify that).

Thanks for reading( that is, if anyone still is reading)

love,

A