Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

Please stop it

it's funny huh?

to play with my emotions

to say something

then totally ignore altogether

how long will I go

defending you in my mind

when I know very well you've done wrong.

How do you get me to make excuses on your behalf,

When I am the one who's hurt?

I was not happy

but I was okay

after a long long time I was okay

I was not re reading the texts torturing myself

i was not looking at your posts

remembering how you talked

I was not doing any of this stuff

How can you fuck me up again

and then ignore me altogether all the same?

I'm feeling like a legit fool

I feel like I've no self-respect left at all

texting you despite you ignoring me again and again and again.

can you please not do this?

my little heart can't take it anymore.

Stop apologizing when you don't mean it one bit

Cuz I keep falling for it,

Then think was it my fault ?

even today, you could've said once

and I would forget all this happened in a jiffy

and  be friends with you all over again.

cuz I said I would never leave, and I still haven't.

 I was fucking okay, if not happy

and now here I am again

crying in vain, when I know it's no help

it was no help then, it will not be now

cuz you didn't care then, nor do you now.