An Apology?

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I look at you
but my heart doesn't flutter
not anymore
no, its not your fault
I scream into the emptiness
till the water fills my lungs
till I can no longer breathe
then I wake up, all in vain
numb to the pain
you're innocent baby
but I'm not a devil either
I don't want to be the villain
I've been the good girl, always
never hurt anyone, never refused help
you make me happy
and I love you
but it doesn't make my knees weak
nor does it make my stomach do somersaults
I want you forever
but as friends
I don't love you anymore
but I can't hurt you
I don't want to
I've started hating these words
"I love you"
cuz I do,
it's just not that kind of love
And I hope you'll find them,
who makes you happy
cuz you deserve it,
cuz you're the best person
that I've ever met
or should I say,
that I've never met?




This is a personal one and I won't be explaining it. This one is open to interpretations. 

"So this is me swallowing my pride, standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night..."

Thanks for reading.

Love,

A
















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⏰ Last updated: Feb 21, 2022 ⏰

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