No, you can't fuck me up,
Leave me stranded doubting myself
Going through that shit all over again
Cuz, I have exhausted myself crying tears over you for months
Now you think one apology will fix it all back?
No, it won't
Maybe I still love you,
Maybe I still torture myself reading our old texts
Maybe I still think how it could've ended differently
But I won't give you the chance to break me again
Maybe I haven't fixed myself entirely yet,
But then again maybe I'm not broken to begin with
Maybe you've changed and maybe you do love me,
Maybe you're apologizing sincerely this time,
But I've learned to smile if not laugh again
And I can't risk it all for some seconds of gain
Cuz god knows how long this nice phase of yours will last
And I can't trade me for your love all over again.
It's the way my poems have no connection to each other whatsoever, lol. Please let me know how you liked it.
Love,
A
YOU ARE READING
Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.
PuisiShort Original Poems!! Written some from imaginary situations, some from real life circumstances. Poetry doesn't need descriptions!!! YOU NEED TO LOOK INSIDE & READ. Also if you're going to read be ready for the "roller coaster kinda rush"...