Not Again

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No, you can't fuck me up,

Leave me stranded doubting myself

Going through that shit all over again

Cuz, I have exhausted myself crying tears over you for months

Now you think one apology will fix it all back?

No, it won't

Maybe I still love you,

Maybe I still torture myself reading our old texts

Maybe I still think how it could've ended differently

But I won't give you the chance to break me again

Maybe I haven't fixed myself entirely yet,

But then again maybe I'm not broken to begin with

Maybe you've changed and maybe you do love me,

Maybe you're apologizing sincerely this time,

But I've learned to smile if not laugh again

And I can't risk it all for some seconds of gain

Cuz god knows how long this nice phase of yours will last

And I can't trade me for your love all over again.


It's the way my poems have no connection to each other whatsoever, lol. Please let me know how you liked it. 

Love,

A

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