Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

To no one but to everyone

To everyone in general and no one in particular,

Don't talk to me if you don't want to

Hate me if you want to

Now it won't make me dislike me more

I've come in peace with who I am

I'm not your 'perfect'

but guess what?

I wasn't created to meet your expectations

I don't really care about your declarations

You leaving me is no longer my greatest fear

Cuz I'll always be with me no matter what,

I'll have to.

Love me, don't if you can't

Cuz that defines your incapability not my imperfection

If you don't like to see me, close your eyes

I won't cry any longer if you turn your back towards me

Cuz that deprives you of the chance

To witness the beautiful soul that I believe I have.

I won't any longer give you the satisfaction

Of me breaking down over you

Over the trivial shortcomings you believe I have

Maybe I do have them

But so do you.

I have accepted them, and so

If you can't,

You don't deserve the best parts of me.

Yes, I'm emotional

I cry, but that doesn't make me weak

Atleast I'm capable enough to exhibit my emotions

And that's what make me human

I won't apologize for who I am

I shouldn't, and if I do

I'll wrong myself

I'll wrong the ones who really love me for me

Lastly,

To all those who don't want to see me happy

Bad news alert for you!

My happiness is no longer the creeper dependent on you

It depends on me

And I know I'm always be with me.

SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO MY WATTPAD BESTIE MilaCamendes for supporting every poem that I've written from the very start. It really means so much to me; especially on my new story " Strangers now, strangers then" .

love, 

A