Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

Lost myself to you

I lost myself to you

I did then, but so did I now

But there's a huge difference somehow.

So, allow me if you will

I'll recapitulate this journey at my will.

You came into my life

I fell for you,

Just as you expected

You criticized me, then praised a little

I started to live my life for those bits

You knew it all along

What did you trade your humanity for babe?

That's how I lost myself to you

That was then, I was blind

Blind for that mirage of love.

Then you left me

Ended it all with one violent blow

Probably the best thing you did to me though.

I broke down crying, splattered my heart all over

Got back up,

Now, not once does my mind hover

Over the promises, the love we made

Cuz this was the second time I lost myself to you

I lost my insecurities to you; lost my self -deprecation to you

And so, I lost myself then but so did I now

But there's a world of difference somehow.