It hurts

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how don't people understand:

why to hurt someone whose only intention was to love you?


It hurts 

It hurts being the only one who cares

It hurts knowing that he probably never cared

It hurts knowing that the most beautiful thing  you experienced

was fake after all

It hurts that I still care

It hurts that he still has that power over me

It hurts that it still hurts


After everything, 

my mind's like " was he worth this mess?"

and my heart's immediately like " absolutely"

that's what I hate and love the most about myself. 

I fucking hate that I love so much.


Love,

A

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