Love. Break. Fix. Repeat.

I miss you still

I wish I could keep you

keep you close to me

keep you with me

all the time

tell you how much you mean to me

all the time.

I can't now.

Can I relive those days once again please?

Can you send the same texts once again please?

But I can't make you feel what I feel

I can't make you care like I care

why? why did you have to be so good?

now that you're not here, what do I do?

now that I still want to talk to you, what do I do?

now that the world still scares me, what do I do?

now that I still miss you, what do I do

tell me please.

Tell me why I still want you

When you've already hurt me so much?

I have a lot of self-respect, don't usually plead

But I'll beg of you if you want me to.

Please, I miss you still.

sometimes, despite the other person hurting you, not wanting you, not willing to talk to you anymore; you just can't help it, cuz you love them so much.

love,

A