Yellow - in darkness can be found || Minsung fanfic🌻🍋

07

I kissed him.

Holy shit what's wrong with me.

I've been going to this school for like less than a month and I've already kissed someone?

I twist around a few times in my bed, but it isn't that comfortable for some reason. Have you ever had those days that you just can't seem to be satisfied with certain things? Well this is one of those days for me.

It's already three am but I still am not able to fall asleep.

Would my parents wake up if I would go downstairs?

Maybe I should just go outside to get some fresh air.

I grab my school bag and my phone and start carefully walking downstairs, trying not to wake anyone up. At times like these -as weird as it may sound-, it makes me feel relieved that I don't have any siblings. Well, of course I have my brother but he left a while ago, and yes I do miss him. But I like the peace at home.

I carefully close the backdoor behind me, while sneaking over the lawn towards the gate that leads to the outside world.

I'm glad that I chose to turn off the main light in my bedroom, at least it isn't obvious that I'm still awake.

I grab the straps of my backpack a bit tighter. It's peaceful outside today. Since there isn't a lot of lighting around me, you can see the stars and moon shine brightly.

I start picking up my pace, satisfied with the thought to go outside.

I can hear a few cars pulling up at a distance, but I don't mind the sound.

Normally not a lot of people are awake around this time, and surely not on a school day. But that's exactly what makes me so happy. It's just me, the wind, the owls that are somewhere hidden between the roofs and trees, a few cats, sometimes the rain, the moon and the stars. The stars I've been so obsessed with, since I was a child. The stars that are happily dancing in the sky, without any worries and free. Completely free.

The wind blows calm, making me feel like I'm not completely alone. I like that feeling. The wind always makes me feel safe. It's one of the only things that I can completely trust. The assurance of safety and peace. I love the way that the wind blows through my hair and clothes. It makes me feel alive. Alive in a way that you don't need to afraid of the normal every day life. It makes me feel happy as if life is finally fair.

A satisfied grin forms on my face. I'm happy with just small things like this. I hate it when people give me huge gestures, it's just the small ones that I truly enjoy. Small ones like these moments. How much time would've passed already? I don't know and I honestly don't care, I don't wanna go home yet.

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Wow I thought that I wouldn't be able to write a normal filler chapter, but I still did it somehow.

And again I should've been studying rn ehehehehe but its just nerve wreckingggg.

Oh and wow HOW TF DID I GET A HUNDRED READS AAAHHHHH y'all seriously don't know how much that means to me.