Yellow - in darkness can be found || Minsung fanfic🌻🍋

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I sit quietly in the bathroom, my knees pulled up close to my chest. The cold stone floor under my feet slowly turned warm of my body heat a while ago already. I have been sitting in the same position for god knows how long and my back is starting to ache horribly bad. I hate moments as these, it was all going so well, I was doing great, at least I thought I was but seems like I was wrong once again.

My breathing hitches in my throat, no more tears left to spill. My parents will probably come home soon since it's already getting dark outside. Yes it is Sunday, but today they went out for their anniversary or something.

The sleeves of my black sweater are almost drenched in blood, luckily

"It'll be okay, it'll be okay, Jisung you're okay, it'll all be okay." I try to keep telling myself. The words reassuring me in the slightest. "Ji, are you coming down for dinner?" My brother knocks on the door, "mom and dad are home too." He adds, I doubt to respond, but end up with a "yeah I'll be right down." I say in a small voice. I hear my brother sigh before walking away.

Great just act as if nothing happened, wash your face and smile convincing like you usually do. I obey my thoughts, while drying my face and walking downstairs.

"Ah Jisung, could you take out the plates?" My mom asks the moment I appear in front of them. I nod in return, walking into the kitchen. My brother walks into the kitchen after me grabbing the utensils while I reach to the cabin above me to grab the plates, forgetting about the dried up blood and open cuts on my skin.

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Felix POV the night before

"Oh come on Eric, at least try to have some fun." I loudly scream to be heard over the music. I grab Eric's hand guiding him to the middle of the dance floor, letting my body flow with the music. Damn I love how your body can just flow on music sometimes.

Someone behind me pushes me hard onto the ground. I yelp, falling onto the floor with a small wound on my cheekbone caused by a piece of the glass that I had in my hand while dancing. I honestly barely seem to notice and process what is happening before another new things happens again.

"WOAAHH-" I scream as my hand gets yanked away from wherever I was basically falling down. "W-what are you doing?" I cast at the person. A random stranger holds onto my wrist tightly leading me away somewhere what seems to be a sort of kitchen. I curse under my breath when I stumble over an uneven wooden tile on the floor. My usual clumsiness mixed with the amount of alcohol in my body causes me the clumsiness level to become more and more drastically as the second passes by.

I groan as I almost fall onto the floor again but the person keeps holding onto me tightly by which I'm able to keep standing.

"Oh, dirty boys like you never learn their lesson do they?" A figure appears in front of me, my entire vision blurry, all I'm able to see is some sort of red shaped color and then I fall down onto the floor, blacking out.

"Hey Felix." Someone shrugs me awake. I groan, my head in deep pain. "What-" I try to question but Changbin already gets what I'm going to say and answers before me. "You blacked out after some dude tried to take you with him, don't worry I showed him his place." He grins stupidly, madly proud at what he has done. "Did you best him up?" I question, slightly shocked. "Hyung!!!" I state, getting up but falling down miserly. His hands grab onto my waist, trying to keep me standing, his face almost too close but neither of us moves away.

"Kiss me."

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I didn't double check this and wrote this while I was tried as fuck so yeah it might be quite messy and some sentences might not make sense at all.