Yellow - in darkness can be found || Minsung fanfic🌻🍋

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Minho POV

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Jisung? Is this what Seungmin meant? Is Jisung moving away without telling me?

Thoughts are raging through my head. I'm sure that if I would be able to, I would feel a lot of different emotions right now. Including a pretty shitty headache.

My short breaths become heavy. Panic filling my chest. I hurry back to the sideway, remembering that I'm still standing on the middle of the road.

I step back, using my hearing senses to try to figure out Seungmin and Felix's location.

There!

I run as fast as I can to a nearby cafe. Opening the door, ignoring the old couple that is scolding at me for almost bumping into them.

I end up in front of a small table in the back of a not-so-busy cafe. Facing a crying Felix and a comforting Seungmin.

My face remains calm even tho the feeling inside me says different.

Feeling...

Such an unfamiliar thing to me. But yet so congenial. Feeling is something I never really used to experience. Not until Jisung came around. A soft boy, smiling uncontrollably, trying to convince everyone he constantly is okay...

I know he's not okay.

But I want to be there for him.

I'll do whatever it takes to make him genuinely smile again.

To return the sparkle in his eyes. Not just a fake one as right now.

He makes me feel some way. A way I never felt anything before. It feels good.

"Where is Jisung." I calmly ask, my voice slightly higher than usually.

Seungmin gives me an annoyed side look. "And why should we tell you?" He aggressively says. Almost shouts.

He sounds annoyed. I can't blame him for that. My presence is annoying to others. Exactly my intention most of the time.

"Please Seungmin I need to know." My face furrows. And he cocks his eyebrow.

"Why?" He answers once again.

At this moment I start to lose my temper. "Listen Seungmin." I spit out his name aggressively in a mocking tone. "I don't have time to play around before Jisung is suddenly gone or whatever and I loose the guy I fucking love so hurry the fuck up before-" that's when I realize.

My eyes wide rapidly. "I... I mean-" once again I'm lost in my words. Seungmin and Felix also seem quite confused. Their eyes almost popping out of their sockets.

Love? Do I love Jisung?

An unfamiliar warm feeling heats up both of my my cheeks as I think about it.

I think I'm in love with Jisung.

"Please just tell me okay." I beg. Finally finding the courage and words to speak again.

Seungmin nods. Not even teasing me with the fact that I unintentionally spat out my love for Jisung.

He writes something down on a small piece of what seems to be a napkin.

I thank him quickly before heading out. Great timing at the perfect start of a wild storm.

But for now there's only one thing on my mind.

One person.

The boy I love.

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Eheheheheheheheh he rl just accidentally declared his love for Jisung without realizing👀