Yellow - in darkness can be found || Minsung fanfic🌻🍋

12

I'm sitting in the bathroom, silently in one of the stalls. Minho went back at our table again but I didn't want to go, scared of getting a panic attack once again. It has been happening too much, the panic inside me dwelling up without any reason. Stupid flashbacks keep occurring like nightmares, encountering me to stay awake at night.

Maybe thats the reason why I have trouble falling asleep. The fear of having nightmares keeps me awake.

I take a light-fast box out of my bag. I placed the wooden box inside it before I left this morning. And, since it shines a little bit too ofter, I made sure that it is fully covered.

I take the wooden box out, making sure that no one is around.

"Ouch"

The box falls on the ground creating a loud sound. It's boiling hot. I stand up quickly. What the fuck is wrong with that box. A thick mist starts spreading through the closed bathroom stall, causing me to almost suffocate in the weird smoke. I try to open the door. "Why... won't you go open?" The lock of the door is unable to open. I push against the door. Open please, I will suffocate in here.

I let myself fall onto the floor, trying to scream for help but my throat keeps closing up. Making it unable for any sound to slip out.

And then.....

It becomes black...

I'm suffocating in the darkness again.

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I abruptly sit up straight, my breathing hitching in my throat.

"It's okay Jisung it was all just a dream." I try to reason myself.

I lay back down, sighing to myself. My room is completely dark so I decide to turn on the small light next to my bed. 4.52 am. The usual time that I either wake up or fall asleep. I hate sleeping, it's just a waste of time. Same with school, no one is going to use those things anyway. Like ever.

I yawn, no way that I'm going back to sleep right now. I have to wake up in a few hours anyway. Its family day this Saturday (today), and I'm finally seeing my entire family from my dads side once again, and my brother.

It will be boring and of course the same words again over and over. "Do you have a girlfriend?" "Is there any girl you like?" "I know a nice girl that lives close by maybe I can set something up with you guys?"

Those words annoy me every damn time. I hate those words.

I grab my phone. Chan is probably awake too, he never sleeps. I text him and wait for a while but, no response comes from him.

Of course no one else is awake at this time.

Ping

I grab my phone, expecting a text from Chan, but instead I open one from Minho.

MINHO: Hey you waake?
Awake*

ME: Yeah...

MINHO: Everything okay?

ME: Yeah I'm fine just a bit lonely...|
ME: Yeah I'm fine just|
ME: Yeah I'm|
ME: Yeah I'm okay just couldn't sleep.

MINHO: Same
Wanna hang out or smth
this weekend?

Holy shit he's asking me to hang out? Wtf af I supposed to say???!!!

ME: Yeah I guess I have time
on Sunday only if u want
to though

We decided that he would be able to come to my place. I was about to say no, but my hands moved on tis own.

But first, family day...

Hope that that's gonna go alright.

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Another sorta filler chapter.

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