Yellow - in darkness can be found || Minsung fanfic🌻🍋

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Third person POV

"I said, kiss me." Felix drowsily looks over to Changbin, staring into his eyes, his voice full of determination and almost lower than usually. He might be drunk, but he's still just as sure about the words he's saying.

"W-what?" The older answers back. "Felix you're drunk, I'm not gonna kiss you!" He pushes Felix a bit further away at a safe distance. He knows how this will end, he wouldn't be able to control himself. His tremendous desires getting the worst of him again. Like the last time, the poor boy had been hospitalized for five days with the cause of too much blood loss. He was almost completely drained! He isn't going to let that happen to anyone else. Especially is that person is called Lee Felix.

"I know that I'm drunk, but it only makes me confident, everything that I'm thinking is completely clear." His raspy voice is dark and mysterious, the opposite of his usual bubbly and happy personality. His hand lands on Changbin's thigh, softly striking it as his hand slowly rages higher by the second. Changbin grabs the younger's hand quickly before he would do something he knew he was gonna regret.

"I said no Felix." He growls back. "I'm not going to kiss you." Felix sighs before smirking again. "Why not? Are you scared baby boy?" He grins.

"What's that supposed to mean?!" Changbin's voice raises. "Oh you're telling me you're not? Then why won't you just kiss me." Felix proclaims.

Changbin takes a couple deep breaths, his now red-glowing hiding behind his black bangs.

Don't loose your temper. Don't loose your temper. Do-

Oh fuck it.

He stands up grabbing Felix by his collar. "Listen to me you.... you... you disrespectful annoying creature, you will now happily fuck off before I accidentally kill you." He states, staring at the younger, his eyes filled rage and anger. Even tho his eyes are still glowing, the younger doesn't scared one but. He almost seems to be smiling.

"I'll make you forget this and then you'll go to sleep." The older groans one last time.

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He hears something loudly falling, turning around to see his dad's eyes filled with worry, anger and even some tears. His sleeves slipped down, exposing his entire underarms.

"Jisung, what the actual fuck." He shouts, grabbing the attention of the other two family members who walk inside. He hears his mom gasp while he himself, almost is frozen in the same position as earlier. "I- I... I can explain." He stutters, his voice breaking miserably at the end of the sentence.

His dad sighs, "Jisung I thought you would talk to us whenever you aren't feeling well." He proclaims, directly staring at his youngest son. "I would but it's not that easy...." Jisung whispers, almost unable to hear. "It's just all the weight I've been carrying around for months, all falling down at once. Collapsing on top me of, suffocating me." Even more tears are threatening to run down his cheeks, escaping his eyes.

"I can't take it anymore dad."

"Maybe it's time."

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Ah I feel like I'm gonna dieeeee why is gender so confusinggggfgfggggdjfjjfjrj

At least I figured out after fucking three years how to play yandere simulator on Mac😋✌️

Ik I'm miserable😭

I can't even open any other story before just my fucking traumas breaking through.

Anygaysssss

I'm done ranting bye