Yellow - in darkness can be found || Minsung fanfic🌻🍋

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One year has 365 days, 24 hours each, 60 minutes every hour and 60 seconds every minute and still, I would spend all that time doing absolutely nothing but shit.

Once again, I was sitting down against my bedroom wall, staring at the floor in front of me.

It was one of those days.

One of those cold days that I just wanted to disappear. One of those days that loneliness came to sneak up on me.

Ping

My phone rang -even tho it was almost 5am- but I didn't feel the need to look at it, instead I just turned it on silent.

With my head resting against the wall I closed my eyes, I would have to get up in two hours already and I had not even gotten five seconds of sleep.

I didn't want to sleep, it scared me.

"jisung hyung are you awake?" Someone- probably Jeongin softly knocked on my door. "Yea..." I had answered softly.

"Can I... can I come in?" His voice sounded extremely tiny and tired.

"Oh yea give me a minute."

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They often had nights as these in the past week since the older figured quite quickly that Jeongin felt lonely a lot at night. And every time Jisung would be there for him to give him cuddles, watch movies and to just talk.

Jeongin himself was extremely grateful for the other even tho they hadn't known each other for a long time yet. Jeongin was quite easygoing and extroverted but was quite shy in the beginning, luckily he did warm up quickly enough to Jisung who he had as the closest person beside him at the moment.

They managed to make each other feel at home.

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Another usual morning. Students chattering loudly as usual. Rumors going around like every day.

Even tho today seemed off. People spoke louder than usual and rare streaks of excitement were heard here and there.

"I heard that he has pitch black hair and piercings and looks really hot and intimidating!"

"Well I heard that he's completely off limit and that no girl ever has gotten to know him!"

"But I heard that he's really nice and helps everyone who needs help."

"He's probably really popular! Omg I'm so excited maybe he'll end up liking one of us."

All kind of giggles went through the hallways.

"Someone so bad boy-ish as him must have a good reason to come to a school like this!"

"Yea I think that he got into a fight with a classmate and was blamed for it all!"

"I heard that he got into a fight with a teacher and got expelled!"

"That's nothing, I heard that he tried to set his school on fire and succeeded."

The rumors didn't seem to come to an end. And even tho they seemed to be extremely obnoxious and loud Jisung barely heard half of them.

He was quietly walking, focused on the words inside his mind that told him exactly what to do and how to act. His entire body felt exhausted and numb and he knew that he needed rest but he simply couldn't do so. The moment he would almost fall asleep, hallucinations would immediately start and if he wouldn't get any kind of hallucinations, he would have exhausting nightmares creating a different kind of exhaustion that was worse than getting no sleep at all.

Therefor, staying awake was indeed the easiest way for him to get through the day.

Minho Hyung<3
Hey idiot look behind you

A quiet delivered message managed Jisung to look up from his chain of thoughts. He silently read it for a couple seconds, trying to understand what the older meant before turning around.

There, a bit with pitch-black hair was smiling softly at him. It was Minho.

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