Yellow - in darkness can be found || Minsung fanfic🌻🍋

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"You're okay, you're okay, I'm here, it's okay." My brother's arms are folded around my torso, while he softly whispers things to try to calm me.

Tears are willing to fall down my cheeks.

Why is it so dark.

Why can't I breathe.

"You're okay Ji." My brother rubs soft circles over my back, "Take a couple of deep breaths."

I try to obey his request as smoothly as possibly.

You're okay Jisung, calm down, it's all just in your mind.

I close my eyes, my breaths are shaky, but that's okay. At least I'm slowly calming down.

"Youngho-hyung?" I question silently under breath. My brother nods.

He softly pets my hair, "Mom and dad aren't home yet but they will be soon. Want me to stay with you until you fall asleep."

I nod, I might be almost at legal age, but to my brother I'm still his small five year old brother that needs hugs before I go to sleep. And I'm not saying that he's wrong.

I hug him tightly, while trying to fall back asleep.

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After a couple of hours I wake up, not fully rested but at least I've gotten some sleep.

I sigh to myself while I look in the mirror, another day of school and I look horrible.

Way too late, I quickly run downstairs, putting another thick layer of concealer under my eyes to let my eye bags disappear.

Seems like I'll have to skip breakfast again. And I will just talk to my brother later when I get home.

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"JISUNG, WHERE WERE YOU YOU GAY MOTHER FUCKER." Felix basically jumps on top of me while I run through the corridor.

I squeal, while the wild Felix basically suffocates me with his hugs.

I turn my head around to check the corridor if no one heard Felix scream that.

"Jeez, sorry I just woke up late. And you could've just went to class without me like Seungmin. And keep it down, unless you, I'm still not out so shush."

He shoves his index finger and thumb along his lips to basically zip it like a five-year-old.

I wouldn't expect anything else from Felix anyway.

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My history teacher places my test right in front of me. "Another F mr. Han?" He basically screams, causing me to cringe down slightly.

"Please come talk to me after class." He adds, waiting for me to nod before walking away.

"Damn Ji you really suck at school don't you?" Felix comments. I look at his face with a 'threatening' expression. "Can't you just shut up like Seungmin?"

He dramatically gasps. "Are you saying Seungmin is a better friend than I am?"

"I'm not answering that." And I turn back to my desk, remembering that my parents will probably kill me for my grades.

Felix continues bickering at me while I just space out. I wonder what Minho is doing right now...

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"Jisung we've seen your grades going down for a while now, what's going on with you?" My history teacher states.

I look down at the floor, as if it's the most exciting thing in the room and trying to dodge the question.

"I'm working on it sir." His dark, mystic eyes are peering at me causing me to be slightly uncomfortable.

"You will have to find a tutor to pass this year. And if you won't be able to find one, I'll do it instead."

Yay tutoring by my history teacher, fun...

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Okay so idk where I'm going with this, but I kinda do. I thought of something like a plot twist today and I hope that it will work out cause this is chaotic af.