Unexpected (JISUNG )

Chapter 30

I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON&BACK
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"I said get the fuck out" he voiced out not being able to control his emotions anymore. Voice still low, he didn't wanted to raise his voice at her, he didn't want to hurt her.

A part of him wanted her to be with him but he didn't wanted her to see him like that, he wants to give her happiness but how could he when he's in a conflict with himself. A part of him wanted to be alone, but the feeling of having her with him overpowered his will to be alone.

On the other hand, she was still standing there, she wouldn't leave him like this, how could she when she can clearly feel everything he was feeling. This time she slowly proceeded to make her way to him, she didn't wanted him push her away but let her in. For she loved him more than anyone & anything in the whole world.

She made her way to him, unlike before he didn't made a move to stop her instead he closed his eyes and turned his face aside trying to collect himself, all the memories of his past clawing at him in one flash.

Chaeyoung was right beside him, she reached out her hands as she cupped his face with both her hands and made him face her but what she didn't expected were the tears cascading down his soft cheeks, eyes shut tightly & brows knitted together.

He was trying to stop the tears but no avail he was already reliving his dreadful past all over again..all the memories flooding in his mind, moreover his deceiving him, wanting him to believe it was his fault as he had always thought before.

Sometimes memories are the worst type of torture

But sudden touch of her warm hands against his face eased his mind and his tears stopped for once, he opened his eyes only to be met with her concerned & worried yet warm and lovings ones. Assuring him that she's here for him no matter what.

She gently brushed off his tears still looking at him lovingly, one simple gesture was enough to bring back the tears he was trying so hard to hold in. He didn't wanted to seem weak he wanted to be the one there for her.

It was as if all his worries vanished when she engulfed him in a warm, welcoming, caring & loving hug. He hugged her back as he burried his face in her neck, his tears slowly soaking her shirt but she couldn't careless. It was hard seeing him like that trying to block out his traumatizing past.

"I'm sorry, Love, i-i just d-didn't wanted you t-too-" he whimpered out but she cut him off by tightening her grip around him as she spoke softly "hey, Sung, I'm here it's okay you don't have to apologize, just calm down, you can tell me when you're ready i can wait".

He just nodded not being able to utter out a single word. He knew she understands him, she was his comfort zone & he felt alive, cheerful since she came into his life. She bought back his lost happiness, something he thought he'd never feel again.

They were still in eachothers embrace, he had calmed down now but still not ready to tell her everything and she felt it so she just pulled away from the hug but her hand still around his back.

"Come on let's take you to bed, I'll bring food for the both of us here okay?" She mumbled softly whilst rubbing his back as he dragged himself to the bed and plopped down, exhausted both mentally and physically. He was lying down as he exhaled deeply but turned his gaze towards her, he couldn't help but smile at her lovingly.

All this while there was no one who could calm him down, make him feel loved and comforted. Specially after his mother left him, he broken and lost within himself. He blamed himself for her death, he didn't killed her but he was the reason she got killed. She died trying to save him, but it left him torn between himself

He grabbed her wrist and pulled her down, before she could even process it she was lying on top of him, she swore he could hear the loud thumping of her heart because of their close proximity and it rendered her speechless. He placed a delicate kiss on her forehead.

(a/n: I'm not gonna make them kiss this early,duh)

She couldn't stop the smile forming on her face as a blush arouse on her cheeks, making her bury her head in his chest. Earning a soft giggle from him, making her hide more as she snuggled closer. This earned another giggle from him at how cute she was, he couldn't resist her cuteness as he pulled her in yet again a hug.

"I'll just bring the food" she said as she jumped off him cheeks still a faint shade of pink. "Aish, youre cute" he spoke still smiling. She quickly made her way out extremely flustered as she went down to take food.

She was back to normal, on her way she met Jaehyun. "Is he okay?" He asked at which she nodded and replied "pretty much seeing as he was smiling just now". It made her remember what he did just moments before. "Did he told you anything?" This time it was Yuta who questioned.  "He didn't but I'll wait till he's ready, he's broken and i can feel it all, Yuta, i just can't stand seeing him like this, i want to help him out of it atleast" she spoke voice a bit emotional.

Them, both softend at this and Yuta patted her back as Jaehyun, caressed her hair, "You know you're doing amazing, he loves you and you're the first to calm him this fast, something we could never do, he's loves you Chaeyoung, he really does i can see it in his eyes and your's too." Yuta said softly

"You too are soo cute, both of you are meant for eachother and trust me having soulmate is the best feeling ever, now cheer up and go to him" Jaehyun said with yet another soft pat on her head. "Thank you Guys,i love you" she said smiling at them feeling relieved. "We love you too, now go before he hears this and beats us up" Yuta joked earning a chuckle from her.

A/N: heyoooo I'm back lol anyway a chapter 1000+ words i hope you'll enjoy....love y'all and thanks a lot for 7K+ views....I'm soo happy💜💜💜💚💚💚
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