My Voice - Tsukishima Kei

14- Sibling Stealer

"I think we are teasing Tadashi too much." I mumble into Kei's chest.

We're currently laying on one of the couches, me on top of him as we watch a movie.

"He liked the fashion show." Kei's eyes slowly rip from the tv and look at me. I meet his gaze and laugh.

"He closed his eyes half the time. He can't handle a bad bitch like me." I joke, a small smirk coming onto my face.

Kei looks up at the ceiling and doesn't respond so I turn my attention back to the tv.

He's just radiating indecisiveness. It's like I can feel him thinking. I grab the remote and pause the tv, sitting up on my husband.

"What is it?" I ask.

He looks at me, pursing his lips and he sports a conflicting expression on his face.

"I..." Kei trails off, not looking at me as he speaks. "How about you go on a date?"

My brows furrow and a small laugh escapes my lips. He worded that funny.

"Okay! Where do you want to go?" I ask and he shakes his head.

"With Yamaguchi."

I freeze, my mouth slightly open as I stare at him in shock.

Me? A married woman. Go on a date with Tadashi? My husband's best friend?

"Are you fucking high or something?" I cross my arms.

"Tsuma, okay-"

"Yeah! Tsuma, not Kanojo! Why should I-"
(A/N: kanojo has two meanings. Girlfriend and she, right here I'm using it as girlfriend :) ty for listening)

"Hear me out, love." Kei sits up, adjusting me on his lap. "I've known Tadashi since elementary school. Okay? He is my best friend, and I care for him a lot. We share a lot of thin-"

"Oh, so you wanna share your wife too?" I ask, showing my habit of speaking in English whenever I'm upset or panicky.

Kei gives me a glare and I look away.

"Hmph. Sorry." I apologize for cutting him off.

"Anyways. Yamaguchi has always been one to let me have what I want. Whether it's the last piece of candy or the last sweater on the shelf. He always puts me first. He cares about me and takes care of me like you do..." Kei trails off. I climb off of his lap, feeling slightly irritated now. "I knew he found you attractive before we started dating, but I had no idea that he developed feelings. I just- I don't know. He spent all these years hating himself because of me, and I hate that."

My facial features soften a bit once I realize how guilty Kei looks.

"And to top it all off, I yelled at him when he told me he had liked you all along. I feel horrible still even though he forgave me and we're on good terms. I just...I want him to be happy too. I want him to be satisfied as well. I don't know what to do, okay? I don't know what other way to go about this." He puts his head in his hands, sighing.

I feel...well, I don't know how to feel. I'm angry but I also feel bad for Tadashi.

But that doesn't fucking mean I want to go on a date with him. Is Kei crazy?!

"Kei, be honest." I narrow my eyes at him when he looks up. "You don't want to ask me to just go on a date with Tadashi, right?"

I had an uneasy feeling ever since he joked about us having a threesome while we went out to eat that one time.

Even though he laughed, it sort of felt like he was serious.

"Eva..." Kei looks at me. "Just one time at least, okay? Will you think it over?"