Midnight's memories | Eren x Reader

Chapter 8 | Am I a loser

Sit. I told him pointing at my couch.

He then sits on my couch as I go get my first aid kit out of my bathroom.

I walked back into the living room seeing Jean standing up, holding one of my pictures I faced down on purpose that was on my shelf.

What are you doing? I told you to sit.

I got bored, who is this? Jean shows me the picture of my parents.

My parents now sit.

He then goes to sit back on the couch still holding the picture.

I then sit next to him.

Can you like, take off your shirt?

Woah there y/n I would at least like some small talk first.

Jean! I say pushing his shoulder,

Ow jean says 

I'm sorry but you needed it.

Yeah yeah, Jean then unbuttons his shirt and taking the shirt off only from the right side

Leaving his left side still clothed.

I then grab the alcohol and place it on a napkin to clean the wound.

Ow, that burns jean pulls away.

Yeah, I know but you need it.

He then lets me continue.

What happened to them.

He turns his face looking at me.

Hm? I look up into his eyes.

Your parents.

Oh, they um died.

Yeah, I know that part but how jean ask.

Car crash. I say continuing to fix jeans wound.

I live across from you for what like 3 years now and I know nothing about you.

I mean we never talk or hang out except when we're with other people or when you need to open your door.

Does Sasha know everything? Jean ask.

Yeah pretty much.

Well, at least you're not all alone.

What does that mean, I look up to jean. 

You always keep to yourself but you have Sasha so you're not all alone.

Unless you count Levi. He seems to look after you. Did he take you in after your parents died?

No, his best friend Erwin did. He lives far from here but I left because I felt like I couldn't Do things on my own and I'm always gonna need Erwin but I proved myself wrong. Here I am 3 years later. But Levi just checks up on me because Erwin tells him to, he won't admit it but I know it.

Sorry, I didn't mean to talk about myself, I'm supposed to be helping you.

No, it's fine, I like hearing about you.

I put my head down to hide my blushing and continued to fix his shoulder. I finish up by putting a bandaid on it.

you're all good now. I say to jean

Thanks y/n you really didn't have to.

You're right but I wanted to.

Do you think I'm a loser? Jean says.

What, where did that come from.

Eren won me in that fight. So am I a loser.

Didn't you have him pinned to the floor, and didn't you win him in an arm wrestle. So I doubt you're a loser. I say to jean.

Yeah, you're right, you should have seen me the way I pushed his arm straight down he never saw it coming. It was one of my best moments.  right. y/n.  

                                                                    y/n?

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sorry this is short again I was busy today I have a lot coming I promise 

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happy easter everyone 🐰💕 I hope y'all enjoyed your day Godbless.